BLESSED CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!

Christmas is a time of sharing and bonding between family members and friends. It is also a season of perpetual hope. Have a merry little christmas. Spread the love and warms around :) Take care and GOd bless!

Holidays!

I arrived Vietnam not too long ago. Left at 2.20pm. Arrived 10minutes earlier before expected time. Due to super pack traffic at the gates, we were waiting hence arrival delayed.

Before we left ,
There's 6 of us flying off together to Vietnam. Mom,me,uncle,aunt and my two besties. We were supposed to meet up at 11.45am but i was suppose to be there at 11am. Due to one wrong turn and Malaysian timing. We arrived the airport 10minutes later after my friends arrived. Check in. Headed on inside to get some stuff, went to the business class lounge to chill (sorry ting and mich for leaving u guys out there, i did sneak food out! haha ~ they were flying eco ) Had a glass of Chardonnay(white wine) and some food(not too good though...MAlaysia lounge...sighsz.....)

Sneaked out food for them ~ yogurt,tomato juice and some kinda tart. Michelle was being really funny before we left. The weirdest thing also can happen wei! ahhaah! THe stupid counter got mixed up with the tickets and the request. My aunt needs a wheelchair due to claustrophobic-ness and might throw up etc. She got the wheelchair thing writen on her ticket and guess what? MICHELLE GOT IT TOO! hahaa stupid counter lady..but it was a good laugh though..and when we touched down..we WISH mich should have taken the wheelchair.The hand luggage were so heavy and because my aunt was on wheelchair..we had to catch up with her.

Arrived,
Chill at the house bit then headed out for dinner at some use to be roadsite seafood which changed into proper restaurant without any aircond. FOod was good. For the amount of seafood we had ~ balitong,clams,oysters?,crabs,bamboo clams,mihun,glass noodles(all with crabs inside),fried rice ~ i think there was more but i really cant remember. Will upload pictures once receive from mich..She was our camera woman! haha! (thanks! )

1st day after touch down,
Got dressed before 9am. WEnt to some food court ~ northern,central and southern vietnamese food all there. It looks something like SS2 food court but more high class?Wooden chairs and tables...REally cool ambience. ATe their noodles,rice popiah(like plastic but i like it!),more noodles... Left to Ben tanh market, shopped for bags bags bags bags and wallets! haha I bought 2 bags and 1 wallet so far!

AFter ben tanh, we headed off for their famous singaporean frog porridge down town. Sat there for quite awhile enjoying the whole pot of frog! haha! yummy!!!! Went to giant! Bought some stuff then headed home. Had our first home cook meal by aunt and mom then left for a walk around the housing area(quite long walk...but fun!) Drank bubble tea(gosh its so much better than malaysia! and after converting its only rm2-2.50) Going off for pedicure and manicure tomorrow at 8.30am. And some hair straightening! hehe! LALALA!

Will upload pictures later..till i blog again! toodles!

Exams are OVER!!!!!

Woohoo!!! Freedom is back! I've been letting this blog die for too long. I havent even load up my birthday appreciation post! I will get to it as soon as i can. WIll be off to Vietnam soon.

Though the exams are over. I dont feel happy about it. I screwd accounts badly! I AM NEVER GOING TO SLEEP LATE AGAIN IF I HAVE EXAMS THE NEXT DAY! Even if i havent finished studying. Gosh the admin people are really horrible. WHo the crap crams 4 subjects in 2 days?

Yes i know in A levels it was like that. But this papers are super long and its like super alot to study and its so tiring. Their so stupid. Even my stats lecturer asked us to protess on this cramming exam period. He was helping us but one voice cant stand on its own can it?

Blargh! Bye bye LSE! haiz....YOu can only remain as a dream! Thank God Uk have more than one university, Now trying out the rest! Praying hard! I did study hard k? Just that, first time on something new = bad idea!

I admit that, although i may flung the subjects or certain subjects...At least now i know what to do and not do during exams. For maths, i learnt that we should always leave drawing graphs as the last thing. For stats, memorize more formulas!!!! Dont confuse them! I tell you ar...its so pathetic. TO count one thing got like 4 freaking formulas! ish...FOr econs and accounts...constant study and good planning of time.

Cant wait to fly away and take a vacation and study at the same time. Will only be back by new year. Late huh? HMmm..hehe! I will blog more later when i am less tired and sleepy k? hehe

~cheers~

STUDY STUDY STUDY!

Im feeling so so lazy! Why lar? I need my motivation back. I know i should study to do well but i just cant get myself to it! HOw?????

Tomorrow there's maths test. BOy if i screw that up..my lecturer will have my neck!(his high expectations lor..) GOsh i should stop wasting time. Didnt go college today and i woke up at 2pm! NOw gotta make do of the hours i have left and sleep early to have a clear mind for math tomorrow! If you people see me online later than 12am! chase me to bed k? hhehe

k lar..wana continue doing maths! hahhaa toodles

Mafan-ness!

Hmm..wonder why some people super mafan man!

Why am i always ranting? Well university life ma..what to do? You meet good friends, good for you...i meet friends...but close enough good friends? Not at all...except 2 maybe?

Everyday i got to put up with mafan friend A. There's a test coming tomorrow and thursday. Accounting and econs. At the current moment i dont plan to sit for it. I am so not prepared and i dont think i can even answer a question if i go. I am studying but im studying for the finals/trials..hence im taking my time,making sure i understand everything.

A asked me if i was going for econs. I said no.

Situation :

A : Woi, you going for econs anot?
Me : no...not going, really not prepared..i know nuts!
A : i know nuts too ( well its compulsory for her cuz she's doing HUC-counted...i am doing UOL - not counted)
Me : Aiya..i dont want..im focusing on finals lar...taking my time(finals in 3 wks..i need 70%)
A : but its compulsory wor...
ME : says who(me dint hear anything also)
A: mr k lar...
Me : really? he didnt say in class also..i dint hear(i havent ponteng any classes k?)
A : aiya...ppl say compulsory lar....why u like that?
Me : (in heart....wth? my problem lar) i duwan , not counted so dont care.
A : your problem lar...(ignores me the whole day)

Dont A sound so caring for her friend? She said if i failed its better than not taking at all(technically thats true but what if i cant answer a single question?)

MOMENT OF TRUTH!
~ A only wants me to sit/hence sound caring because she wants people to teman her to sit for the test...there's 20+ uol students but only 7 huc...and all her friends are uol..
~ she always needs teman..go toilet...if can..whole class must follow her...argh! Help toilet only man....who gona kidnap u?
~ Everything must be done in her way...not her way..she dont like...non stop complaining....argh!

I am truly thankful for all my friends ...no one has been this mafan...let me rephrase that....non of you guys are mafan except one(not her...) LALLALAALL!

I shall waking up thinking that its a brand new day :)

I rather happy though...i do feel pissed and all(duh, im ranting) but i dont let it get to me....
ya ya...u guys will asked why im bloggin abt it now eh?Well i need to release ma....my blog lor!!!hahaha! Dont mind the english...im trying to hurry so i have to study ! ahaha!

How's everyone? Those in the uk? Those going to nz or australia...gotten your offer letters yet? SO far i only know that wh got his...seok????

ps : wh...i have a friend called banana! ahahha! cool eh? Now i got strawberry, bzzzz and banana! ahahhaa

LLALALALALLALALALA!

Feeling crappy now! Argh! Its been so long since i felt this way. Wonder why? Is it due to exams?

I need to talk to someone..but no one to talk to :(

(for today lar)

Saw this person online...but the person is never in the mood to talk...either lazy,hungry or wtv excuse anyone can come out with?

It came to realisation to me that alot of ppl uses the technique ' i dont know what to reply' to get away from replying...Argh look at it this way, when u asked someone for their opinion, do you want a reply? Yes right? SAme here...but gosh....Its better to reply the person ' im sorry i dont know what to reply ' or 'sorry i dont think i can help u' rather then letting them wait like a stupid beggar for a reply..ish!Ish!how would you feel if someone did the same thing to you? blargh!

STress!!!!!!!!!

STress? Why ????

My finals/trials are coming in december. Its all cramp up in 2 days! ARgh!

December 10th - STatistics 9am-11am
- Mathematics 2pm-4pm

December 11th - Economics 9am-12pm
- Accounting 2pm-5pm

HELP!!!!! Maths and stats is fine for it to be cramp into a day because they are techinically closely related. Where else...mr econs and mrs accounts need time to study! ARgh!!!! I have 4 test coming up next week ;one day after another...heck im already dying...What more 4 subjects in 2 days. I need 70% above to get the offers i want!!!(easy huh?70 ni...easy my foot..passing mark is 34 and 3/4 class fails- getting 70 is probably 90% in A Levels?) Man...im panicking. I started studying d...but knowing that every mark counts for me!

I told my boss today that i will work another day in november which will be the 30th and i wont be working in december to concentrate fully on studies and i will resume working back in january on fridays(yes,since i know i wont study or do any productive on fridays!)

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Frustrated feeling is still there...Oh well!

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Big boss was at his main office in hartamas! THe job felt so relax! WE even go free tastings because his restaurant's chef asked us to try and give comment :) Yummy!

Another thing, does my head or face screams 'Designer here?'
I keep being assigned to design menus, design promotion sticker, design web thingy then send t web designer to complete it? The word retail assistant has nothing to do with what i was assigned to. I enjoy it lar..but at times...Stoning in front of com...Eyes burn! :(

MMMmmmmMMMMmmmm....................

HmmMmmMMmmmm......

Its the weirdest two days of my life! haha! why so? My friend, A found this 'cute' guy (old looking to me lar).. She met him on the bus to wisma and she thinks he's really good looking and decided to stalk him all the way to his class. Coincidentally , we were having classes on the same floor as him the whole of WEdnesday. She patiently forever waiting in front of his classroom door(darn, i duno where to hide my face..lolz)

Even a mere glance at him makes her happy. Funny how she refuses to let me go up to the guy and get his number for her so they can be friends and then we can stop being forced to stalk him along with her!!!!XD Today, i came early to college, studied in the reading room. It was close to 10am, class was starting. As the doors of the reading room opens, the first person i saw was HIM! BEhind him was my friend. Boy was she happy that they were on the same bus again! And she said it was FATE that brought him to her(or so she claims!) Yes i am sounding rather evil fr crushing her dreams of being with him...MAn, how is he going to know her if all she do is walk behind him, wait for him outside???Oh well! ahahha! HillariousXD

WE caught his eye contact today. I was getting water and she just wanted to stalk him. He came out from the toilet and due to her weird acting...he stoned at us...(according to her, he was gazing at her and not me!) Fine by me actually, hahaa not interested! Man, he wears the same shirt that he wore on wed! EEEWWWWWW~!!!!!!!!

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Hmm..I wonder why some people just dont bother replying smses! I mean, i do msg for fun at times but today was strictly business man! Ish! *annoyed!*

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I am so sick and fed up of certain things that's been going on and on for quite some time. I have tried to 'tahan' it as much as i can and guess i cant anymore. Its too excessive and over all limits! I seem to be like a toy or a pet and always been taken advantage off. Blargh! I know im not great or anything but i sure dont deserve this treatment! I am human too. People make mistakes. Ego and pride will eat you slowly. Everytime im being placed in a position of not being able to say anything! Why????? I have the right too!!! ARgh! (not emo, just abit annoyed and been kept inside for quite some time!)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING TING!!! :)

3 of us : Ting,mich,me(taken during floral fest 1u)

This girl ar, met her in form 1. Same class. Didnt really talk to her then...thought she was those lansi people who dont much(she super quiet last time k?) Then towards the end of the year, we had a little more to converse.

Form 2, same class again :) That's where we met the middle girl(mich!)ahahaha! Somehow things seems to click and we became friends, close friends :) We hang out lots,rant to each other...gosh what good old days. MAy we continue to be friends forever! XD

Anyhow, ting, I wish you a happy 19th birthday! May all your dreams come true
(despite your rants..aahaha) Hope you had a great time there! Will celebrate with you when your back here k? hee! GOt your pressie! No late pressies d! ME didnt cheat last night! It was a plan! hohoho!

Hava a blessed birthday! Take care. God bless!

Dead blog!XD

No other better title then my dead blog! Its seriously so dead. I ran out of interesting stuff to blog about. Havent been out much. Or rather at all. I've finally got on to watching stardust with ting and michelle on thurs(deepavali)...New uni friends dont watch movies :( no kaki liao! sadness!

Maybe its good too? hahaha! Hmm...For all those who are/were wondering if i got the job or something...

Yes i did! I got it! I was scheduled on twice this month to try out first. Last friday was the first day of me attempting this job and boy did i had a lot to do. My friend said i was kinda unlucky the boss was busy with a lot of stuff. I had to ring the web designer to update the website and prepare the newsletter for the shop. Its been a month late. Had to gather details, had to google for wine bottles so it can be posted up on the web. That took me about 2 hours settling all that stuff not to mention calling the designer.

AFter that, i was free for about 30mins then he gave me another job which was to design the menu for the restaurant above(owned by him of course) SO i spend 4 hours designing 4 pages. A lot of time huh? WEll actually i took 3 hours to align the first page. Boy did i waste a lot of ink and thank god i was using recycled paper. Aligning took a long time because he wasnt exactly easily satisfied...so for the next 1 hour...i did 3 pages...which was rather easy and quick though...Thank god its done!

Next time if you step into his restaurant and stare at the lovely menu in peach color paper and red booklet, i designed it!!!! :) My job is honestly not that bad. I love it! I find wines interesting. SAdly i was sick today so couldnt get my butt to the office nor uni...sobs...So replacing it this friday! hee!

I think i am going to work once a week which will be on fridays since i am not going to stay back and study nor actually going home to study! SO guess it be good! From mon - thurs is purely studies and sat and sun will be a mixture of fun,studies and church! :)

4 test coming! Ahhhh...stress yet lazy?weird combo?ahahhaa! shall get back to studying!

ps ; dan ur demanding lar! hahaha pot calling the kettle black! caught u! sucker! lolz.

My blog's dead :( inactively dead! :(

Thanks!

Thanks a bunch to those who responded. Your opinions are much appreciated! :)

To let you guys know, the boss called me today regarding the job and i got it! :)
I talked to him and he allowed me to try it out for 2 days. If i feel comfortable then he will schedule more days in this month for me. Currently its only 2 days in this whole month.

The reason i got this job is because the uni that i'll be applying to somehow prefer those who have some sort of job experienced and i love learning about wine,where its from and stuff.Plus i need some lil extra income for own personal reasons. This job is not my priority but ill give it a try. I agree with seok, once i feel i cant cope i will quit!

Im glad to know that there are still you guys reading :) hehe.Oh fyi, the library is damn noisy. Infact the whole bloody wisma help is damn noisy for the next 2 months. Under construction at G. Apparently the whole kpd from a-e is going to be under help. Help is opening its new campus in the old F&N factory there(sg besi i think) But this current campus will still be here :) My course most likely be shifted to block E(eew!) Lets hope for the best in their monetary investment eh?

CHeck this out ppl. If your feelings a lil stress and need a laugh, click on this link below :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uwOL4rB-go

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I have 3 tests on the same week. One day after another! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! HEavy subjectgs somemore! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! hahahaha. Oh i might work once a wk due to this :)

Hmm....Opinions please! (seriously i need opinions)

Hmmm...i actually wonder if there's still people reading my blog. It seems dead though i update or try to update once a week! haha! (oh, im not trying this out to see how many people still read k? i honestly need some opinions!)

I am kind of clueless and not too sure what to do and i havent got anyone's opinion thus far yet. So, this is it, i went for an 'interview' last friday for this part time job. The boss is rather nice. He asked me for my free time slots. Smart me gave all days. Mon,tues,thurs,fri and sat. One of my friend currently working there and there's time to study while your on shift. People rarely step into the shop and even so, they choose their own goods.

Right now, im revaluating this whole situation. Whether it is a good idea to go on with this plan which is to work part time and study? Or should i study full time?

I know i can study in the shop as well. But ...hmmm...Will it be any good? Or nerding in the library will have a better effect though the concentration might not be a total 100% taking inconsideration of the time i stay there.

I need to get my butt to uk next year and trials are coming in december. I need to get at least second upper or first class honors to be in the top uni! How? What should i do?

What do you readers or blog visitors suggest? Leave a comment to this post. ?I will read it then. Thanks for the help! XD

'Friends'

After what i've been through this week, i seriously wonder how people this day define friendship or rather the word friends?

Do friends continuously backstab each other? I mean i know the saying, the person who loves you,hurts you the most. But, is it really a neccessity to continuously go around telling others what your closest friend did or done or told you about?

I do talk about friends and all but im learning to be more upfront as in , i normally will end up saying it to their faces in a nice way lar of course. And fyi, i toned down a lot on the 'irritating guy' topic! He dont bug me, i dont care lo...he bug me, i try to ignore that fact*try*

Real friends wont do this :

Topic : Getting a part time job

Situation : friend1 and i going for the job interview

Friend 1 called the day before earlier in the morning while i called later in the afternoon for the same job. WE both got the interview with only 1 hour apart. Friend 2 suggested to friend 1 that will teman her due to her extreme amount of 'experience'. When i heard that remark, the thing that was running through my head was ' she wants to go for the interview as well but using that excuse to cover up!' Felt a little frustrated.

Morning before interview friend 1 realised her mistake about accepting friend 2 'temaning'. When she told friend 2 no need to come, friend 2 said she will go straight there for the interview. Friend 1 got mad(who wouldnt? they are damn close some more!) The whole day till now we are not sure if she's already conned us about going there. *****

Conclusion : Hard to trust people around me now accept those few i think its alright to trust.Sorry this might sound me, but after what happen, precautions!

Got this person are....think so highly of person's self. I cant stand it! Im going to proof that i can be as smart as you although i didnt had any background in this field before! GRR!

Interview or rather meeting up was successful lar...but now waitning for the schedule to be sent to me to know when are my timeslots! The boss is super nice! :) Ask me if i had time to study anot and stuff :)

Crazy week!

Its not even a full week yet and its been so hectic. Assignment due date was today(31/10) and smart me thought since its not counted but still have to do, no need start so early lar. SO started it on monday because my crazy friends scared me that due date was tuesday.

Took me 2 hours to finish half of the first question and another 2 hours to finish the rest and the 2nd question leaving the 3rd and 4th for the last night. Due to my extreme last minute planning, i ended up sleeping at 4am with having full classes till 5.30 the next day. I look like a zombie today whose eyes cant be open. I slept from 8-9.30 outside the classrooms with tables and chairs on level 2.

Hectic! So glad its over! Supposed to have stats test tmr. STill thinking if should sit for it! The conned artist seems to be filled with extreme guilt that he look like he was haunted or something. Oh well. Not my problem. I hate dishonest people and especially those who talk big about not doing soemthing but rather behind our backs they are...(how stupid they think we are? my math not that cham k?)

LALALLA. Feel like screaming,punching,shouting er..talking crap at the same time. WEird hor?hehehe...

Day light robbery!

Day light robbery!

What a name for a title?Well, its the exact thing that's been going on around us(or rather around me lar!) Technically, if you go to a shop, the sellers want to make profit. In order to make profit, they would have to charge a price slightly higher then their total cost price. How high is dependent on what kind of market and competition its facing. If its perfect competition, then the price is set by the market value. Any higher charge by the sellers, they will make a lost. Hence they have to set the prices according to the MV. For other kinds of competition, some sellers might conned us by charging extra. Goodness, that's exactly how conned i feel each week or rather day when i stepped my foot in college. Why so?

Situation : Photocopying notes

Disatisfaction : Paying too much!

- I remember clearly in a levels...When we photocopy something real thick, it will never cost more than rm20 unless we are photostating the whole physics revision book in the library eg. Nelcon parker. I paid rm30 to get my frankwood photostated (consist of 400+ pages!) Well, what's classes without revising pastyears right? Accounting pastyears are alot but we are only required to photocopy half of that stack. Voluntarily someone wanted/eager on photocopying it for all of us.

Total number of pages : 193

How many printed : 150-160

How many cheap quality color paper : 8

How good is the binding : max price for comb binding is rm2.50(checked already from this expensive shop)

HOw good is the whole thing : Horrid cover- cheap low quality cover(rain splash..whole book die!)

knowing the photocopy shops...they normally give you a hard cover at the back(but this : NOOOO!)

Price : rm 22

My opinion :

1. 1 sheet should maxly cost rm0.10 (most expensive for photocopying - generally)

2. If so, 160 x rm0.10 = rm16.00 - k lar..not so kiam, i take 193 lar....rm0.10 x 193 = rm19.30

3. photocoping in large amount (more than 3000 pgs) should cost cheaper aka rm0.04-rmo.o5 per sheet(you guys who photocopy stuff know that right?Stef,ber?)

4. Where the extra money go? Are we paying for the person expenses? Is it right to charged us overpricely?

5. I asked for receipt as proof of purchase and payment - person : 'I think i lost it..or i duno where it went'(voice being all shaky,avoiding eye contact) - twice d.

How lar? I am so not rich okay! DAd is holding off my allowance saying i spend too much. I skip meals to save cash for next time hence paying the money sucking idiot! How to survive?

6. Idiot complaints whenever he has to photocopy notes(who ask you to volunteer?No one! ONly you yourself kpc!Tai seh!)

COnclusion : Im being daylight robbed! HELP me!

*How nice if it was like a levels, paying rm20 for a term supply of notes? Worth it. *

I seriously spend an average of rm20 on photocopying notes(all subjects included - minor few pages per subject, major : per subject)

My idea : Leave the notes in E&C with a code, Everyone collect themselves!(volunteer dont want, everyone agreed d....wtv man!)

* damn bloody net connection dont let me post up pictures!!!!argh!!!!!*

HELP!!!!

You guys must be wondering why in the world am i posting up this barcode scanner on my blog as the main picture some more.Weird eh? No apparent reason hor?



ACtually there is...Our 'dear,beloved' HELP finally decided to upgrade thenselves..or rather their library. Man it took them that long to figure it out?SLow wei....



Obviously as a College/University college, our library needs to be equip with good computers,books,suitable environment etc...

So, mr library uncle who recognises me,stef and ber last time asked me to hold all my books first while they upgrade the library. From written cards and stamping the dates to beep beep, barcode scanner sound. Its turning more like taylors library except that we dont have to scan our cards to enter.

TO me, my opinion was, FINALLY we can use our student id! If you guys notice, there is this barcode thing but we dont use it at all right? now we do!!!! Cool eh? I was really amaze that i got so high in class that day yelling beep beep beep!hahaha(typical me eh?)

Wanted to upload pictures but due to bad internet connection, i cant load and now when im stealing my neighbour wireless(cuz mine is stupid!) my phone died so instead of repairing it, dad said we should get a new phone, he dumped me with this nice looking phone which has a 2mp cam but damn lousy and hard to type keypad! I want a 5mp cam phone! GOsh i need a job!!!! Birthday coming also...hehehe...Hint hint! ahhaha..jking!

Been eating really nice food since dad is back. ATe crab today!hehhee.Yummilicious! :)
I've been craving for egg tarts so ya...been eating that everyday! Then my friends made muffins to be sold for charity, so cute but if eat too much can go gila! A little sweet! but nice! :)
Will try to post it up if i can find a way to slot my mini memo card into the laptop!hehehe

What a coincidence!!! XD

My dear beloved commie just chooses to die few days before the arrival of mr lappie! Thank god for lappie. I would have died not being able to go online. FRiday night was miserable ok?No internet. There was only mr tv which is stupid too. My astro forever no secure signal lar..those crap!(at times i dont know why we even bother paying them!)

And yes I HAVE MR LAPPIE! ( i love u!) XD

THanks to ms seok's blog. I want to try the haagen dazz chocolate fondue!!!(always wanted to eat fondue!) Hmmm...birthday coming!!!hint hint mr ong!hahaha. TLT would most likely be busy because her 'lover' is coming to malaysia.Mich..duno..should be free..hahaha. I want xiu loongbau!!(seok r....see what u've done...hohohoho!)

This week been really hectic a little. Had my math test. Quite assured i got all the graphs wrong. Not enough time and i forgot. Got one ques lar..draw graph without working out anything...MEans look must can draw d...I FORGOT!!!!!then...THe inverse function one should be correct lar..the differentiation one hmm...duno the supply demand that one is correct lar! wrong i kill myself! Oh damn...just realise i dint label the graphs!Gone ..... Apart from that, it was okay lar to me. I did work hard for it k?Though i felt like giving us last minute because malas d...hehe

Been slightly emotional bit this week. I cant really tell why. Its not what you guys think k? DOnt assume u know me so well..hoho! Hmm..its hard to explain. Its like im not angry or frustrated or something or even sad. I am not. Its just a feeling of discomfort,wanting to talk to someone perhaps?But thing is, i dont even know what is bugging me but i just feel bugged. Been reading the bible(trying to make it a daily thing!so far so good) STill trying to figure whats the thing that makes me feel so discomfort about. sighz. Horrid feeling! blargh!

TOday, went for korean bbq dinner in bangsar. Sorry i dint take pictures of food.FOrgotten till only when i've finished eating them..if u wana know more about the restaurant, you can visit www.seoul-bulgogi.com

I would say the price is reasonable for buffet. ALl you can eat! Try it out!

I think im quite cheerful most of the time now. hoho! QUite high!!! hmmm...im trying to stop/tone down from cha-ing that dude and any other dude(if got). Not good lar..and last time i not like that..duwan to change to become bad. Ooh..i think me and ms F now is like almost bestfriends. I see her every morning. Talk talk...then only i go class she go staffroom. HELP got new computers!!!! Window xp pro!!!! from 95 to xp...big difference!!!!THen again, dell got sale now. One comp is only rm 1355 or rm1855? What is that to help man!!! They so rich!

ME talking rubbish d..and this post too long...till another day. toodles!

Hmph........Uni life!

Gosh if you people out there think uni life is easy? Its so NOT i tell you. Some people thought that when you change from science to arts , its supposed to be a lighter load kinda thing. Guess what???? I DONT FEEL IT! Smart me go do the UOL course that requires constant studying. There are no internal evaluations and stuff. Its all external. STudy study study!

The passing mark to me is SUPER LOW, yet there are people failing! ARgh....Simple maths we learnt in form 4-5, a levels is kacang compared to what we are doing now. Normal simple functions also turn complicated. Everything needs explanation! Mafan-ness!

Just suddenly feel a sudden emotional breakdown or rather overload of stress after what mom constantly nags. THis time it hit me quite. It seem like as though she was calling me stupid(SEEM!) I know im not that smart but i AM NOT DEFINITELY STUPID! I just realise that my so call 'must trash person' is actually completing stats , accounts and doing extra econs homework. DArn it!!!! I think the person takes tuition too! NOOOOOOOOOO...Jacq must work hard for herself and must also beat that person for her own pride sake! (i dont like being look down upon!*person lar!think i dumb!*)

Stress!!!!!Test this friday! Though its not important but i want to test myself , want to see how far i can go with what i am doing. Hope i wil do well! Kinda made a promise to my lecturer too. (ok lar.it was a forced promised!)

Just got back from nephew's birthday celebration. Super dead tired. Contemplating if i should stay late in college tomorrow to study or go home! Any suggestions?Opinions? I finish at 1pm. If i stay back it wil be till 6pm. Hmmm...Tough decision!

ps : ber, i will post up the food post again later during the weekends? gona focus on studies during weekdays k?hehehe. and kumpulling photos :p

Foodie!!!!!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeee! I recovered 85% from constipation d!!!!!! 2 weeks of torture. Is that why i feel fatter?ahahaha(dont know what im talking)



Me been moody this few days. Im like half high then can half angry half frustrated half sad...hahaha...Like now, i feel sentimental yet high or rather cheerpy!Its tough being me. Teehee! (tsk tsk dan, dont be jealous!ahaha)



Anyways, this post is dedicated to ms ber ber lim and mr ong! Ber requested me to post up what i've ate,eaten,going to eat for her so she can stare at the picture and not miss it so much?Mr ong, i just want to make you jealous and make you miss us here!bleks :) (im feeling EVIL now. ahahaha!)



*told you im weird!* loving it!

Mushroom speghetti (delicious) :p

FOur season macaroni cheese(delicious)

WEdges and sour cream (delicious)

Mini egg tarts, yummy!

Siew pao and my half eaten egg tart(forgot to snap till i ate it halfway) :p

Fried Mihun (homemade)

Fried popiah,fishballs and sausages

Fried wantan with chilli(homemade)

Yam cake(homemade)

Lontong(homemade) -hari raya ma!ahaha

Sotong sambal(homemade)

Babi!!!! :p (homemade)

Kuah kacang to go with the pulut rice(no photo because couldnt get a nice pic) - homemade

Duck soup(kiam chai ark soup) - homemade

Rendang(homemade)

Coca cola spare ribs with special ingredient :p (homemade)

Closer view(sorry the steam fog by lense)

The dining table (nephew birthday)

Bernice, you happy now?hehe did all this for you! haha. Hope you be homesick too much k?hehe study smart, all the best for your test! Anything you can still contact me :) *you have my number*

Mr ong, ARe you JEALOUS???hahaha! im EVIL hor?ahaaha..

Yummy food. Too full to sleep. I am so so so so so super duperly awake right now and its 1.31am. I have to be in church at 9.15am tomorrow because im on duty. May i not be late!ahaha! :p

Thats all for now. Toodles!

*craving for egg tarts this whole week!ahaha and i dont like eggs. funy me!*

The lesson i learnt this morning!

Today is the start of my extremely short 'holiday'. After a rough night yesterday or rather early this morning due to the fact i was anxiously waiting for someone who stood me up without any replies!blargh! I understand the situation and stuff but hey, i'm still human right? And what would you feel if u continuously wait for something that stood you up without any form of decent excuse or reasoning or rather informing you about it? blargh...Nevermind lar...Now i forbid to talk or complain about this to my friends because they are all so tired of hearing me each and everyday(they claim lar...i probably do it subconciously) SO now i will just eat it up all to myself and one fine day, KABOOM!



Anyhow, i was quite suprise i managed to wake up as early as 9.30 minusing the fact that i slept close to 6am. WEnt to church ON TIME! Had worship practise. One thing i like about today's 'devotion' was IT WAS DIFFERENT!! Instead of sitting around in circles and reading the bible,listening to the leader or rather a round of prayer before we start each practise...TOday we did a little role playing. It started off like this,



G man : worship leader

Ruth : pastor?

Me : Usher/musician?

Eel : worship coordinator

Wei zian : best-est worship leader

Rachel tan : friend of G-man



Situation : Our dream church(everything perfect and stuff)



It had a kick start when G-man asked me to come up front(at that point i was still stonning :p) He said hi, i replied, HI! Cheerful me! ahaha.. He heard from a friend rachel that this church was the bomb!!! So he wanted to test it out because he felt uncomfortable in his church and LONELY! He was talking about how awesome pastor ruth was and how great of a worship leader WZ was and wanted to meet them. Cheerful me said okay...intro intro bla bla...THen they talked(here comes the serious part)



He was so curious about our church and he wanted to know if we were like the rest of the churches who go around saying ' you can talk to me if u need a ear to listen but then sticking to their own clicks' Being me, i said ' dont worry, we will try to listen to you and im sure you will fit in, just give it a try' My phrase was back out by the rest of the crew. AFter going on and on for about 15minutes? We ended with this conclusion :



- Apart from being musicians,worship leaders,PA dudes, Projectionist, we are also call to socialize with people and make them feel welcome!(we dont expect someone to come to you saying he/she is new- it supposed to be you going up to them and making friends)



- Worship is our intimate relationship with GOd. The music is nothing! SEriously! The heart must be there!!!!



- The closeness of the team is really important because the congregation wouldnt want to see a team who is so splited and in their own worlds would they? WE are up there leading the people to worship. Like daniel(the keyboardist,forgot his surname) said, we are going up there to worship God, we should give it our very best! No such thing as being late, not practising and etc....



Another thing i felt today was that, although it was merely a practise. I really felt that i could worship Him and that everything else didnt matter. I know we should try our best to make it perfect but even with flaws once awhile,who cares! Set our burdens to Him and he will grant us peace! Im really thankful to be on this week. I manage to remind myself the true meaning of worship(you know lar,everyone needs to be reminded once awhile!)



Ooh...i will post up yummy food later ber ber!ahaaha...Now..still stoned...ahaha

....

Its 4.19am and i myself dont know why im making myself stay up?

K lar....i was catching up on my holiday self, catching up on movies that i've missed and got myself currently addicted to gossip girl,heroes,house and grey's anatomy!

WRong time to be addicted....uni started! Oh well,guess i gotta make use of this weekend, not to mention a test im having this friday :(

Sighs, some people know very well they aint gona be online,can still let me wait till die. One message wouldnt kill. Grrr! I will wait lar...but wait how long?Grrr! Forget it. Shall talk to you when i see you online. No more plannings when to meet you online. Wonder if your out partying till to drunk to reply? or something along that line...Hope not...but just a thought. Blargh! Wait like a lunatic ni...blargh!Wtv....Wasting time waiting!frustratred!blargh blargh....bla bla..

*ignore this post,im just ranting*

I like lar...my blog not yours! you have no say. Dont like, dont read. DOnt ask me to chill. I hate the word chill!

toodles!

Hmmm....

HMmmmmm......

How come i still feel the same feeling when im talking to that person?

I thought it was gone...but i still go by smiling to the monitor each time i talk...regardless funny or not, happy or sad...hmmmm.....

Confused! blargh!

Its not like i talk to the person at a constant basis. I think this is the first time after 1-2months?Hmmm...

Me just thinking alot i guess...hehe.

* Ignore this post! *

Weekend!!!! :)

Woke up still feeling sick :(

I seem to be dehydrating but i've been drinking alot of water!!!(for those who know me will sure think so!) Dehydrating makes me crap rocks. Because not enought water. argh!

So jacq is going through this phase now :
constipating = crapping rocks
crapping rocks = not enough water
not enough water = must drink more water and eat fruits to ease crapping
eat more fruits = crap more often = butt becomes painful
due to butt being painful, drinking more water = having problem pee-ing(too painful)
suffering = used of energy = jacq being weak :(

How lar to settle this? Either way also im going to suffer? Argh.....I need to be a monkey and start eating banana daily till i can stop crapping rocks!

Had my dear cute little nieces birthday today. Little kids absolutely love me!!!!hahaha. Everyone was so jealous that they rather me carry them then even their own mom. ahahah! (no i did not bribe them!)

Though i was in a lot of pain, had to run around helping cousins get their drinks(malas betul!) ahaha...Overall day was okay just really feel like rotting in bed lar...damn pain. CAnt sit straight,cant walk,cant even do anything without feeling the sore in my butt! argh!!!!Crapping rocks hurts!!!!!

Randomness post! I know...hehe

Platypus me!

Yes yes i know my title is pathetic! WEll, i cant come up with a better one already(ran outta ideas!)

After taking some medication last night to ease the swelling, i went straight to bed(was supposed to wait for my uk dears to come online but i was really too sick, since earlier that morning) That medication have some sleeping pill content in it :( I slept like a baby and before i know it, it was 11am the next morning. Aiseh, i had to forced myself out from bed to go for the uk edufair(me wanting to reconfirm my 2nd year entry thingy personally)

Went all the way to klcc and guess what? I felt so sad,frustrated, disappointed and stressed after i left that place. Sad,frustrated and disappointed because its either HELP conned us on the transfer partners(when i asked, they said no such thing!!!!wth?) or the babi ambassadors were seriously young. Its like they were uttering words from the propectus.I asked something not in there, all dont know, asked me to mail them bla bla. So annoying!

Worst off, NOT ALL THE UNIVERSITIES FROM UK WAS THERE!!!!! There was NO LSE,READING,LEICESTER,ESSEX AND EXETER! In short,those were the few that i really wanted to talk to. ARgh!!!!!! The happiest thing from the whole fair was from the university of surrey. They said that if i keep my grades, i will be able to go there next year! Ok..so now..the studying part is really up to me eh?

This leads to the part of why i feel really stressed after i left the fair.THe competition were really tight there. There were alot of certain races(sorry dont really want to be racist but its true) Its at times unfair how things fall so easy for them.Aih....Well let not all this affect me. I shall continue focusing on what i want!!!!!!


On the faith side of things,
- It could be a test of faith to see how faith as small as a mustard seed can move mountains or rather help me out(in short)
- Hardwork and guidance from the Above can help
- There shall always be hope. Never ever give up!
- Our results reflect God, So we should DO OUR BEST!

Key reminders im reminding myself constantly.

Ps : Im still sick. After taking med last night, swelling still there :(
Took another med, stil there. Gosh i look like a bloody platipus!!!!!argh! wana know how i look? Check this out!

Look at its mouth, that how bad my swelling is!:(

Cute-ness :p

Sad hor? Im not exaggerating. I can prove it but its seriously too disgusting to put on the web!:(

May i feel better tomorrow and stop crapping rocks too!Pain and sore bottom of mine!ahaha.ANd my pee is as yellow as chinese tea too seok!Goodness we need more ultrafiltration wei!We need a more water!ahaha. (my brain rot d...forgot which medulla or loop of henle length for which..ahaha confused d!blar!)

What a day! *phew*

Had extra econs class this morning at 8am. Goodness. SO early....haiz..but manage to understand what he was saying in lecture. Next went for math, still doing functions. Sadly, after the heavy load on econs, i forgot everything in math even the simplest limit function differentiation thingy. Had to start the warm up session by getting indirectly 'zha' by my math's lecturer(phd holder ma, lousy student = no face liao)

Took me about 45 minutes to remember what i forgot and to clarify what i was lost in( so full of crap man math especially if its maths for econs!) 2 minutes before the lecture ends, king kong came into the class trying to be our ' hero' (kononnya) ....explaining to my lecturer why he was late. I heard it was something like his car battery died or something than had to drive to sungai besi or some crap like that. Our logic was, if car breakdown, can still go college at 8am for economics(ok lar...he was in class for about 30 seconds telling our lecturer how busy he was?) Gosh some people really skip classes alot man. Our course so easy meh? I find it super hard lo....or maybe your smarter(though some people might not agree with me typing this)

Im really trying very hard not to ***** about this person you see. I've managed to control for the whole past week till this very particular morning where he budge into class late again. Its so so so distracting. CAnt talk later is it? NOt like can un-miss what you missed! Oh well, its your life. All i can say is, your priorities damn 'geng' man!*applause*

Moving on, i think im sick. Been really constipating. Im like crapping rocks or something. Im so dehydrated(i drink alot of water ok!) Maybe im lack of fiber???? HMMmmmmmm....dont know lar..just feels so uncomfortable right now. Feel like sleeping soon( i think i will)

I think this is all for this post. Will continue later at night. Need rest and medication to ease this pain :(
Toodles! :p

HEHEHE hohoho HAHAHA

Hihi, yes yes i know my title headings are all totally crap! (thats me! :p)

me : getting weird each day wei!*dies* *bang*
ahahaha!

Im not like extreme happy nor am i sad. Its kinda mixed? Or somewhere in the middle? :P
*note the fact that im blogging so often, so weird!especially when its crap*

WEnt early to college,studied accounts awhile then decided to do math! Everyone came ; k la i got bit distracted but finished two whole exercises! :p (those ppl who KNOW ME, i DONT PRACTISE MATH unless test is tomorow lar...ahahaa) Great achievement eh? WEnt for lecture, got more homework. Bummer!lolz.

Went to KFC again!OMG i think i will die early because of that place lar; seriously! I used to crave for chicken(all sorts and btw still kinda craving, ask dan!) We normally either go KFC or NAndo's or Mcd and i will eat the chicken. ahahaha. mad eh? I love the dominos chicken wings. Yummy! ANyway, back to the point, since the 2nd week of uni onwards on wed during break, we've been eating KFC!ish...getting sick of that place...however i still love nandos. ehehe(dan you know me right?ting and mic too..ahahaha) AFter that we were super late for stats(15mins late) and WE consist of 2/3 of the class. ahahaha! STar trek thought we were on strike again :( they call my lecturer star trek. ahaha. long story.lolz.

Oh talked to ms M(admin lady) I DONT HAVE TO DO LLS OR MC100 if im leaving /transferring to uk next year *prays hard,works hard* SO glad i didnt plan on doing it this semester, listening to dad at times is a good thing! :p

Oooh...vien, there was this 'CRAZY SALE' brands consisting of ZARA, MNG, Guess(technically those expensive branded brands) and it was only rm10 per item.

Trust me is no big deal. It was such a 'fantastic' sale that i wanted to 'buy' the whole shop. NOT!!!!!!!

Waste of time. Even pasar malam clothes look better. Even pirated version looks way way better. Only thing cool was the victoria secret undergarments. In my opinion, some of the undergarments are so so bare(though it was cloth,transparent pink for eg) Why bother wearing a bra if wana bare so much?WAsting money buying cloth ni. Tsk tsk! (me getting decent dan!thanks to your ahem post!)

Since yesterday, i've been suffering from unexplanable rashes. Yesterday was my thigh, this afternoon was at my neck, now is like arms and neck. Is it the weather?Hmmm...Oooh dan dan, i saw ivan! So funny lar...will tell you more when i get to talk to you(duwan the world to know some stuff, you know our usual cracking stuff) ehehe

Oh i just realised, dan and I take pleasure or say we having fun with the weirdest thing. For eg, him insulting me is fun? Me insulting him with *that special name,insert pls dan!ahaha* (but he made me promised not to bocor to the world,so promised kept,try rmbring!) Oh well...not only him lar...mic,ting and me also another weird bunch. We love talking in the car, flashing lights er...camwhoring!ahahaha. I love me!!!! ahaha.them too :P

ps: i will post up what you guys miss k ber ber???hohoho!

LOLOLO.....LALALA...ahahaha!

WARNING!!!!!

THIS IS AN EXTREMELY RANDOM POST!!!! NO SPECIFIC ORDER TO ANYTHING!ahahaha!

It was the start of a whole new week where almost all my ex collegemates left to UK/ IRELAND /SCOTTIE LAND to further their studies together with my very very close dude friend/SIFU.ahah!

Monday seem pretty fine. Had classes from 8-11am,STatistics. For the first time,me and my mental self decided to 'nerd' in the library till 5-5.30pm. Mom was really proud of me(well,who in the right mind would stay so long in college just to study?ahaha, ME!) Reasons : I wana give a shot to LSE. I dont care how hard people say it is to get in. I am not going to demotivate myself. Well, some people may think i might have super high expectations! Well, you dont just aim to pass do you?Same concept. (would really appreciate support instead of demotivation!)

Apart from that, due to the someone who i really dislike in class now, the buggerr thinks im really dumb you know? Wait wait, till i prove you wrong. ALready got support from ex collegemates!ahahaha. I know im not smart but im definitely not dumb!

Anyways, enough with the boring stuff. I went to scout for my future baby(coming in 2-3weeks time!yea yea.yay!) It started of sad. WAs supposed to purchase it from digital mall. It was going for 2640rm. But i cant pay first lar...dad not around. Nice guy said can. STupid guy said cant after mom tried negotiating for a cheaper price :( oh well. Mom said forget it because they seem like they were to insisting(stupid guy lar!) SO we left the shop, said sorry to the nice guy. Wah sei, directly after i kena bang bad from mom. SHe blamed me for everything(what the stupid guy did!) i smsed dad and cried. (so not my fault what) SO she decided to go pyramid. After walking for 1 hour or less. FOund the actual retailer. Got it for 2638rm. But going to pay 2988rm for 2gbram,pc-cilin,office,and all the free goodies!!! ehehe. Me kinda conned the man lar. He asked me what the other offers i getting for the same model. I bantai all the goodies(though they only wana give me 3 free goodies, i told this guy all!ahaha) sO happy...waiting for dad now. paid deposit d!!!! :)

CLass today was funny, Mr we dont like kena shot from accounting lecturer. WEll, no one asked you to skipped class. Is there anything more important than studies for now????Is UN that important for instance?Not my problem. Like seok once said ' so smart lar, dont go class then ask me for notes to copy!' Wah liao today super bitching session man. I was rather quiet today. Not so nice liao...trying to tone down...hehe.Oh that buggerr chargers extra for photocopy!!!!ahhhhhhhhhh...we got conned for 1 whole month :(

Oh crap, im rashing now at my legs..die so big and long some more..die die.. looks like got internal bleeding also. WOuld love to take a picture but its too disgusting!Now waiting for more uk friends to get online. ehehe.

Lolololo...im so so high and bored.ehehehehehehe.Im plain crazy i think. DOnt you think so?? and i think i've influenced my fellow girly classmates.ahahaha. They using my words against me ;( lol. SIFU i need more quotes!!!ahaha.

SO so dear uk friends, do you miss any type of food in particular????ahahaha.

Ps : forgot what i wana type d...ahahaha. bleks

The past week!

Hmmm...this past week have been SAD SAD SAD!!! I mean, im happy for my friends but sad that im losing them to another country!!!ahaha...uk is stealing my msian friends(hahahaha)

It started off with Jacklyn oh who left last friday, then with aaron hee on tuesday night, daniel ong on wednesday noon, vien wednesday night, jeff thursday night,joseen friday night. Well though im not that close to all of them except maybe daniel,vien and jac? (jeff was my addmath tuition buddy and coll mate, joseen was my coll mate) It is still sad. But im really happy for you guys!!! aLL the best!!!Keep in contact k?

Ps : daniel i still like your room!!! i mean love your room!!!ahaha.

Uni been alright i guess. It sucks that i cant use my beloved scientific calculator anymore :( No calculator for math and basic lelong people calculator is the only calculator allowed!!!Gosh.....we are too dependent on calculator hor?lolz. Accounts and all been alright. Econs...slowly getting it....REally slowly...like snail or slower. I miss my beloved tutors(jac and dan)

My unimates are alright except for a certain someone. Gosh i thought i should give ___ a chance and should not jump into conclusions just on the first day of orientation though i already met ____ back then in A levels. My 2 new found friends that i met together with jojo already hated ___ on the first day. Imagine me! Nevermind, tahan!!!!! AFter the first week, more dislike and discomfort feelings started to accumulate all together. It was first due to the fact of ___ showing off alot in class. TOld me I WAS GOING TO DIE DURING ACCOUNTS!!!! Then ASKED ME IF I KNEW WHAT CREDIT IS?HELLO!!! i never learn it doesnt mean im that dumb alright?GRrrs...Then econs...WAh sei _____ acted so smart, lecturere thought we knew our basics(i so didnt with this other girl) He went so in depth that i was so so so so so LOST! Thats it lar...NO more nice girl!!!!(thank god it was math and stats the next day!) ___ not so good in it so cant boast....

I guess i was wrong...._____ was arguing with my PHD Math lecturer who studied math in econs about supply and demand! GOodness, how rude!!!!! It feels like i have 2 lecturers at time.

I dont like _____ because, If you know your late for class(left 15mins till class end, initial class duration - 3 hours) DONT COME IN LAR!!! or dont say ' am i late?' Your so not cute lar....

Thats how my dear unimates became friends. IT was because of ____. So ____ i thank you so much for all your help!!!! DOnt bug us too much ok???(i do feel pity for ___ cuz no friends but too annoying to actually mix with) BLa!!!!

FOr those who know____ you know what i mean right???hehehehe.

Thats all for now. Toodles!

UK FRIENDS, DO KEEP IN CONTACT WITH US HERE YA???? :p take care!

Nice nice airport air track for air plane fly fly!! :)

Our wonderful-high class looking airport. No planes..because 2 were flying off that morning and the transit thing already reached the departure station.




Here if you look real closely, you can see the train transit thingy. Bye bye dan!!!Bye bye Vien!!!Bye bye Jeff!!!Bye bye Joseen!!!Bye bye raymala!!!

Hope to see you all next summer(except jeff if your not coming back till 2.5 years time?)

Take care and all the best my uk/ scottie land/ ireland buddies!!!! *hugs*

Time flies...

Looking at how fast one and half years past when we were doing A levels...Its even faster when you have to leave for uni overseas this year. What a hoo hah we had after our finals for A levels, outings here,outings there,trips here and there...all we do is play play play,enjoy enjoy enjoy. Without realising, it was time for you to leave us all here :(

I organised a suprised party for you together with a friend because we both appreciate you a lot. Everything you did and done. You had your own party for yourself the next day, we went,enjoyed it after a long while(lack of interesting ppl!hahaha) Then it was monday for lunch. Spoke my heart out to you. Then it was the last official phone call last night. Sadly, i was nodding off as we speak(you were on dota ma!) I really did want to hear your voice and have a chat with you one last time before the next time we can actually do so.

Woke up early, skipped lecture to send you off from the airport to UK. FElt awkward bit(gotta tell you why in person = personal) We thought we were late. Turns out you were 5 minutes later then us! what lar!!!!hahaha. Had time with you from 10.30 till about 11.10am? Though it was short but at least i manage to see you off! :) Was actually holding in my tears for a long time. Burst a lil in the car(very mild) Then after meeting with vien for lunch, reached college,burst there(weird huh?)

It's been only 8 hours and 35 minutes from the time you left and i am already missing you...Yes yes im being very emo. WEll good friend lar...i cried for bernice too and will cry for mich and ting if they were leaving....

Vien just left 36 minutes ago...sighs...two friends on one day!! :( Wish you guys all the best!I promise to study from tomorrow onwards, so will be holding to my word :)

Dan dan and me (our very last pic before he left )

Vien and me(one of our few pictures before she left!)

Take care. Comment on my blog ya? or mail me :)

BYE BYE DONG, DANIEL ONG!

Dan dan my bestie!

It seems like it was just yesterday that i've met you. Its amazing how things just seems to click huh? As unexpected as it was, i felt into your trap :( (k lar, dint regret one bit lar....hehe)


STill remember how i use to boast that it will NEVER happen!!!hahaa.Once again, i've not regret one bit. Those times we had,shared, it was AWESOME! I really thank GOd for you. How you encourage me, motivate me,be there for me always! Appreciate it boy!

Poser!!!

Yes, as jerkish as you are at times, your nice too lar....hahaha. Im really sorry if i really annoyed you lots...Maybe you will miss that part of me eh?lolz. I thank you for mr dum dum and my decomposed rose. I want a new one you dont wana give me :( hahaha. I hope we will still be real tight though your gazillion miles away from me! DO keep in contact and email me or sms me how you doing there k? (duwan blog lar...so tak personal langsung!hahaa) Dont forget whats that date we talked about?hahahaha! Highly important! :) I promise to work hard and go there see you all next year k? Its kinda my own dream too apart from seeing you guys.


Keep to the PROMISES you MADE! DO keep in contact k?ALL THE BEST !!!! stay healthy,eat well. take care. GOd bless!

DAn and me :)

SLeep boy sleep!

Candid!

Trust in the Lord in everything you do, seek in Him and He will guide you. Rely on him for strength and comfort. Continue to walk faithfully with God. Continue to have faith in everything. I believe that you can do well! STudy study! Dont drink or club sure can do well :p

Take care my dear bestie. Hope to see you soon. And I WANT PRESSIES!!!!! :p

.....

Disappointed.....Upset...(cant even explain how i feel anymore now)

Didn't get a hug or a personal thank you(my thank you was through lip reading okay?)
Bla...Told i want to have some time etc....Was IGNORED!(3 times)
Explained why(3 times)
Oh well, dota plan was on. Sat there watching AP5. Had to ring mom up because person scared had not enough time to fetch me back. Curfew at 12am. GUess what? NOw is 12.58am(almost 1 hour later than curfew) Still gaming. WOW. If left earlier im sure got time. BUt nooooooooooooo...person was trying to throw me to someone else. WTH? Im not a ball ok? You cant just throw me to anyone whenever you like.

I wasnt fine about dota lar...because how can you socialized with the bloody com? YUm cha not that bad...THen i was okay with the idea. Person decided to treat me as a balll. GOt pissed. DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

WOnder if person would call or sms. I doubt it!
*continue crying*
*headache*

Bla!BLa! :(

BYE BYE JACKIE OH!!!!

After being in the same secondary school , all the way till college, Jac will be leaving us for 3 years to complete her course in LSE. She's always been so helpful to everyone. She is kind, humble, does not boast, hardworking,smart,down-to-earth.....lots more.....

I am very thankful that your my friend jac! It's been great knowing you. I will be sure to scan you my notes for everything except econs if its a whole book. hehe. Will send you stats and maths either through mail or folder on msn k? I will really miss you jac! Thanks for everything :)

Call me when your back from uk. Rmbr our study together plan k? hehehe. Take care. ALL THE BEST!!!! *hugs*

BYE BYE STEF!

In about less than 24 hours time you will be leaving on a jet plane all the way to scottie land. Where guys wear skirts! hahaha. And its gona be freezing cold there i heard. Bring lots of warm clothings!

Well who am i talking about huh? Well my dear stef lip is leaving us for 5 years to complete her medicine studies there. She will be back during long term holidays i guess(hope). I am thankful that i've got to know you. YOu've been a great friend. Gona miss drinking milo ais with you from hp.

This girl, can finish 1 big packet of milo ais in less than 5 minutes. Always one....milo kopi also can. CRazy!!!!! She can eat twice as fast you know! CRazy.. Funny how she is still so skinny though she eat so so so so so so fast! I mean...you eat fast = you can consume more food in less time = you feel full slower than other people = you supposed to be fatter. But ms lip here is skinny. Wonder where all her food goes too man.....hahaha(even she is wondering)

Apart from this, the times we spend in the library, talking about guys, chatting, badminton, squash(though died d). Gona miss you girl!!!!! Take care ok? Eat well. Dont get sick! ALL THE BEST! DOnt give up though you may fail. ALl things are possible! God is your strength and your refuge! Seek him and he will guide you. Continue to be a good testimony to others there k? Keep in contact. Have a safe flight.

BYE BYE STEF! DONT FORGET ME!TAKE CARE. GOD BLESS!

My thoughts and opinions!

After so so so so long, i've finally decided to go for CF again! I have no idea why i wasnt a regular last year, during a levels. Guess for one, it was like the free day to hang with non christian friends and basically just friends. Like yesterday, i was free so i thought of checking it out and after promising the president that i would start going.

My first opinion of stepping back into Cf was, Ooh...people were really friendly. I mean okay lar.. it was consist of 75% psychology students (or what i like to call psycho students!hahaha) I mean part of their training i guess is to be really friendly. Even the psyhology department on the 3rd floor of Kpd E got really friendly staffs except for this M lady who refuses to let me register for my leadership class. Next sem is going to be so hectic thanks to her. All credits given!(sarcasm!)

What really got to me was the worship that we had that day. Guess everyone have their own preference and so that was way out of my league. I dont really like the choice of songs that day except for the hymn. But even the hymn was sung as though we were late for a flight or we were catching a train. Yes yes, im starting to appreciate hymns we sing in church now. lolz. For me, worship really is the time to praise god and to just dwell in his presence. To do so, i guess i got to feel comfortable. Yesterday it felt awkward. Nevermind, i will just give it another try in 2 weeks time because i have a replacement class next friday.GRr! 3 whole hours :(

Its been a week since bro left. Its not that bad anymore. My smart bro got 100/100 for his english comprehension and 75/100 for maths. It was an entry school test set by the british international school to see if your eligible to enter their school. 75/100 for math is bad to me lar...but since the rest got only an average of 50 guess my bro did very well. Dad got him an ipod! Boohoo....even i dont get one :( Nevermind laptop laptop!hahaha...Getting it next month :)

Aiyo, everyone is leaving.... ALL THE BEST PEOPLE!]

Okay there's no sequence in my post. Im being random. hee

What is next in line?hmmmphh

What a day? Everything planned just blew and go bye bye.

1) went super early to college, no nasi lemak, sat at the mamak like an idiot waiting for it. was told 5 mins. turned out.......30minutes!grr!

2) Was really really tired. Slept in the reading room. Had multiple messages from people. So had to wake up every 15 minutes.

3) It was another greek lecture in econs :( Not as bad as Tuesday classes though!It is like this :
- Tuesday is normally major greek learning day
- Thursday is a mix of greek and english (not as bad)

4) Tutorial time. WAs msging dear TLT. WAs teling her i have this feeling he gona call me. Guess what? HE DID! I was like so blur man...I know PPF but when he asked me at that point of time. I froze. I never felt so stupid before. He asked me twice some more...omg...!

5) WAs supposed to meet up with dong. But due to reasons...couldnt. CANCELLED!

6) WAs hurt due to...reasons a little. Lost concentration! (50minutes to last before class ended)

7) WAs waiting for a friend for quite some time. WAs raining heavy!

8) Friend told me she stuck in jammed, her bro late for appointment(interview) . CANCELLED!
(this one really not her fault though but its counted as a bad thing lar)

9) Finally got over to Mic's place(her bday) , headed out for Baskin's. Reached there, PARKED, got out, stood one stall away from it. RIng Ring! Must go fetch her sis.(forgot it was puasa month!) After fetching her sis, my mom waiting d. aiks :(

10) some PEOPLE bailed last minute for tomorrow's outing!

11) some PEOPLE didnt reply me till god knows what time. Not busy also cant reply. Cis!

12) Outing tomorrow CANCELLED!

Hope tomorrow will be a better day! Jacq needs to start nerding! It so so hard!!!!! NOw i know why UOL is SO FAMOUS! its HARD!!!!! I CAN DO IT!!! hehe. Gotta go sleep now. Toodles!

Time flies.....

Moments ago it was just Wednesday, a day after bernice left, a day after bro finished his UPSR. Now, it is already Monday. Bernice and bro gone. Su Wei leaving tomorrow night,stefanie the following night and Boon the following day(if im not wrong, according to seok)

SAD SAD SAD!


I've not even gone overseas yet but what happened today, felt like i was already separated from my loved ones. Yes yes, to some of you guys a sibling leaving is nothing big or perhaps you guys would be happier hence the freedom from irritation? I dont know. For me, I grew up all along with my bro and we NEVER got separated before. Since dad has moved to Vietnam. Bro is going there to study. His class will start the following monday. Gosh i miss him!!!! I practically cried the whole way back from airport :( Mom cried too..hence increases my ability to splash out water from my eyes. Can fill duno how many buckets. I can cry now also(ask dan, he knows) Currently got no mood to eat,drink or even sleep(yes yes, im extreme...Hey! he is my bro ok?1st few days memang normal to feel this way!)


Thank god mom decided to stay with me till DEcember. Maybe after she saw me cry for bro....she might even stay till i leave next year. Aunt will be down to take me up :)


Su wei is leaving tomorrow. Going to miss you wei wei!!! Take care. Have fun there. STudy hard k? Keep in contact :P


*waiting for the pic we took at your party so i can post it up :) *

Stefanie wil be leaving the night after or rather on mich's bday!


I've known her so so long. Was a relieved when i saw her in my class on the 1st day of a levels together with may shi. Gosh we didn't know anyone then....Then after may left, we became much closer together with Ber ber. This girl is super hardworking hence the acceptance from Glasgow! :) All the best with medicine stef! YOu can do it! WOrk hard,study smart and have some fun :) DO keep in contact ya? Have a safe flight and remember this,


prov 3:5 trust the lord with all your heart and lean not with your own understanding!

Email me k? Take care of yourself. Once again, ALL THE BEST! *hugs*

Ps : me want souvenirs. hehehe :P

BYE BYE BERNICE!

Bye bye bernice. Im trying not to be emo here :p Aiya you didnt tell me your flight at night. Will try going tomorrow. If cant,really sorry ya? GOing to miss you. All the best. Dont let what people say turn you down. Always be positive. Medicine isnt easy but im sure you can do it. Must be determined and not give up k? study study study!!! have fun. bring souvenirs home :p hehe

Take care,have a safe flight. All the best! :p

*sighs....next in line to leave...Miss Lip, Stefanie*
*few days from Miss lip is Miss Lim su wei*

By the way, Su wei farewell party is on the 8th of september, dinner time. This saturday. For further information,call Sam tan!

All su wei's friends invited :p

1st day!!!

Time just flies when your having fun. My holidays ended today as it was the started of my University life. HEHE. I am a uni student now. Gosh feels so old :(

Not too sure about this course but for now. Looks like its impressive. Going to have to work my butt if i wana be the best and all. (dont tell me i cant because i can!!!wana bet? i will proof you wrong! dont dare demotivate me! :p)

The thought that ran through my mind during orientation today was that.....im NEVER ever going to do science again. NEVER going to be able to learn the body's anatomy. No more Bio for good. THe thought of that made me wonder and i guess i really missed being able to call myself a science student(nothing bias, i just love bio!)

I do hope i get a good start from this course. May all things run smoothly and may God bless me throughout my journey through life as i rely on Him to give me strength and comfort :)

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me :)

For some apparent reason, feeling bummed a little right about now. Have no idea why. Just in the mood where i dont feel like talking to people and stuff(nothing bad...)

Tomorrow class starts!!!AHhhhh...Holiday mood is still within me.tsk tsk.lolz.

Ms Bernice is leaving tomorrow. 7am departuring from her house(not sure what time is the flight though) Tell you all something. WAnted to visit bernice, went to eastin hotel because she had her scholarship presentation award today with clareen. We DID NOT see the RESERVE parking sign( it was place closer to the behind parking lot ok?) GUESS WHAT????? we got CLAMPED!!!!!!! RM30 gone down the drain just like that :(
and WE did not manage to SEE bernice :(

Give me a call before you leave k? Wishing you all the best!!!! :p

Still have not offered...but rather ASSUME!

Wonder why people said brb and never come back?I do that too next time ok? See how you all feel?

My 50th post!!!!! :p

I am so patriotic right?hehe.
Was supposed to blog about what happened and what i did yesterday...but for now. STill lazy to upload pictures to my com :)

Hmm....My bumming era is going to fade away. Holidays is coming to an end. Yes yes i know its nothing bad. But i wana rant...so let me rant lar...This is my blog after all right?tsk tsk.

Uni is starting on the 3rd.MONDAY!!!!!!Ahhhhhhhhh....I still want my holidays. Those days are now precious to me. Sleeping at 4am,5am,6am...waking up at 2pm,3pm and once 4pm :)
Yes, im a pig :p Learnt it from daniel ong!hehe. Im going to miss hanging out with friends often,shopping,lepaking,chilling,...etc

Most of my friends wil be leaving at the end of this month. sighs....

CAn you all stop bursting my bubble? I want to rant also i kena cha. WHat lar...and at times...its just msn lar...STop assuming im cha-ing you people! Cis...

By the way...YOu know, i dont mind helping people. NOw to think of it. Why i even bother? When i need help, who is around to help me???who?who?who?(not refering to mich and ting!) You can choose YOUR GAME over me! You can chooose TV over me. What lar...Next time you call for help i do the same to you, see how you feel?ish...

Another thing, HELLO!!!! When i sms you regarding something important(should be lar..unless your stupid) Do REPLY!!!! THis is not the 1st time. YOu think guys are more important than us girls..go Ahead...u will be left with no Friends in the end! (hate this kinda people)

1st to leave.....

This post is dedicated to my dear dear friend Miss Bernice Lim.



She was my college classmate (A46B). We did all 4 subjects together for the 1st sem and the 3rd sem. Why no 2nd sem? Well, this is because the beloved department took the dignity to split us or rather those starting with the earlier alphabets to another class for Bio. It wasnt that bad lar...because i started getting know yen better. (got good got bad!lolz)


My very 1st opinion of this girl was 'aiyo, she so NOISY!!!she sure super kiasu kind!!!'. This was because she mixed with (someone lar!aiyo so KPc for what?haha) Then tragic incidents occur. The world of A46B turned 360 degrees and everyone become everyones kawan :p I've got to know bernice better this time (I think is partially due to the student council elections!Classmate ma...of course must vote for her and persuade people to vote for her right?)


She used to think im a horrid study partner because i tend to chat alot or i appeal that way. Hey, i got my quiet serious time to k?hahahaha(all change after 3rd sem eh? :P) Oh for finals, we studied together at ss14 MCd(drive through). Hardcore and it pays off :p Had multiple cups of coffee till we were so sick of Mcd.hahaha. We can just puke hearing the word Mcd.lolz.


AFter finals, some of us left to Langkawi together. There were 4 LIMs there. WE sure did have great fun after realising we click that well :p Bernice was my partner on the bus and almost everything except navigating with seok(they same car ma) All 4 of us sure did some bonding together. Chatting, er er....lots more...haha.


Overall, im gona so miss you Bernice! Your a great friend,study partner,superly LAME! Funny, LOUD...hahaha. We kind of think a bit a like too i think.


Dont worry about doing medicine Ber, i believe u can do it well!(rmbr our plan...u run ur clinic...i count money for u :p) haha...see how lar....but this girl here wana work with the government! So malaysianise!haha. Oh ya...not forgeting she always calls me banana! I not so cham d lar...can understand more now and speak...hehe :p


All the best in DUblin k? See you in 2.5 years time? Buy me pressies :p If i get into uk, we can meet up during hols. STudy hard k? Dont slack! Anything, email me at jlsm_88@yahoo.com or msn me k? hehe. I will promise to reply you! :p Especially if you too stress! i can make u laugh or something by saying stupid stuff(rmbr that night?hahaha)

Take care girl!Keep in touch. Have a safe flight to Dublin. Tata

*ps : i posted this early just in case im real busy next wk*

Bumming era ending!!!!!Nooooooooo! :(

This week is OFFICIALLY the last bumming around week for me. Trust that im putting it to good use! Been sleeping at 4-5am waking up at 2-3pm. Going out. Hanging around. Got rejected by Manchester(thats the main reason why my hols is ending!!!stupid stupid!!!Grr...) People, im fine. No need advise me anymore about manchester. Going to work hard and credit transfer to UK. Praying hard that i can though its tough. ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE! :)

Went out with dan dan yesterday. Had fun. WAtch Evan almighty!lolz. AFter that movie, we both felt that our level of intelligence drop!!!!lolz. It was funnily stupid.hahaha. Before that movie, we headed down to Carl's junior for beef chilli and cheese fries!!!! rm8.50 k!!!Expensive but somewhat worth it. Big portions and we SHARED. AFter the movie, headed down to taman megah for lunch(yes yes, we kiamsiap.like dan said'hey we are just students!')

In my opinion, i think that dan's century egg porridge was yummy!Black jelly!hahhaa. I've never eaten that Black egg till yesterday. Normally my parents will gobble it down before i had a chance to. Oh well.lolz. I love ice milo! It was so.....fulfilling :p

Dan fetched me home yesterday after lunch. Boy, im so going to miss you so much when you leave!!!(especially the driving me part!i promise WHEN i get a car, ill drive u :p) Thanks for the fun time we had yesterday! (yes yes, i know u pui me alot!)

GOsh, im so addicted to this new link my cousie gave me. Its like i can watch movies for free :p
Been doing so for the past few days :p(explains why i go to bed oh so 'EARLY')hahaha.It just occur to me that ber ber is leaving. Its like the day after i start...she's the first to leave. Can we go out before u leave???????Not going to see you for awhile wei.... :(

ANyhow, today is merdeka eve!!!Anyone got any plans???hmmm...i think i should contact tlt and mksj now :p

It is JUST a test lar!!!!

Don't get so what over it lar...its just a test! I purposely made it that way so that no one can get ful marks. You all get more than 0 also happy d le....Try the test k?


*praying that i will get the offer *

The past week!

It's been a week since the released of our results!For some of us, it's been hell! SOme of us, its been good. Depends on how you want to look at it. But i must say, everyone's busy with their university application. Especially to those who are leaving around next month. They got to settle visa,passport,etc etc....Hectic!(but its all worth it right?)

Monday,

VCS was on. Was helping out in worship. Played the piano lar....WAs supposed to play drums...but hans came to the rescue! YOu rock on drums hans!!!:p Almost the whole youth was there because there was supposed to be a night excursion to Taman Jaya. Gosh there were alot of kids(so obviously we had to jaga them ma....cant get them go missing you see!)

Sadly it rained, poor kids they were so looking forward for it :( The youth helped out a little. THAnks to ms tan, had to do some chi chi cha cha chi chi cha cha( i think) dance in front of them. They were so cute though. TO get them quiet and settle in, we had to ask them to continue praying for the rain to stop :p

Kids praying for rain to stop :p

Tuesday,

Plan to chin's place....FAILED!!!!!!

Wednesday,

Outing with ber ber and stef stef!!! :p

Went to stef's place really early(sorry stef!) Chat chat,waited for ber. Ber came.Stef got dressed,left to OU. Stef called seok but seok said she wil be at Midv,apparently not! Outing with them cause my 'diet' plan to go bye bye. We kept eating. AT first i was hungry lar...then we went for desert,walk walk,tired,went to delicious for desert 2 then talk talk talk talk hungry again. Eat again!!!!!!(aiyo,go out with them everyday i sure turn into a WATERMELON!lolz) But it was all good and memorable. We had alot of chemistry in my opinion. All agreed to everything one person said :p Had loads of fun with you guys!!!!Going to miss you Ber and Stef.

Ber is going to dublin. Monkey girl is leaving on the 4th. (SO EARLY LAR!!!!!) Guess whats worst????? She wont be back for another 2 1/2 years!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHH! :(

Stef is going to GLasgow. She'll be flying off on the 11th. (at least she will be back :p )

GONA MISS YOU GUYS LAR!!!!KEEP IN CONTACT K?BRING BACK SOUVENIRS!TEEHEE!!!

STef and me at kluang station,ou

BErnice :p

Us at baskins and robbins :p

Stef trying to 'study' laptop browshures?

Below : bernice's turn. tsk tsk this two r...

Us at delicious waiting for our chocolicious sundae with fresh strawberies :p

SOme baked potatoes at delicious :p

Us at Ou 'living room'

Half of the Langkawi lims :p

GOna miss you bernice!

After the outing with them, i went along with youth friends to watch the invisible. In my opinion : super lousy movie,super boring(i yawn so many times!) , the ending :SUCKS!!!!!! Thank god it was only rm7 ( yes no student price,after 6 ma ) The company were good though :p

Mr Soh Pheng Aun didn't tell me he was leaving this sat(yest) till after we both went home!sighs...Was trying to figure why he said goodbye so funny to me....now i know.


I MISS YOU TOO MR SOH! (gona be singapore dude d!hahaha)



Thursday,


Didn't do anything i think. CAnt remember



Friday,


WAs supposed to have lunch with Dan but that fool didnt reply my lunch invitation!!!GRR....

Then mr J asked him the night before, wah lao he said yes....you tell me lar..i sure geram ma!They went CC some more...say no cash. WTh?



*forgiven now*



Dan, I wish you all the best in your decision. Will pray for you. Consider properly ok?Let god lead you. Trust in him alone! I will miss you!!! :(



SAturday,



Went to stef's place for her lunch/party. Lots of people were there. College mates to Ex dj mates(that one...only 4 lar...but it counts! :p) The rest were stef's youths! The food were good. I like the coleslaw and the potato salad. Yummy! The chicken stef made was good only the carrots were salty( i think the flavor resap into the chicken then drip down kena the vege or the vege serap easier?simple diffusion?hahaha) It was great lar overall. Stef made nice cakes. I love the jellys!!! :p THe lemon juice mix something was good too. SAdly i got sore throat now though. hehe. It was great meeting everyone back once again :p




Went back around 5, called ting, left to DU for shopping :p Michelle bought stuff, we didn't.(my brown top no more...sad sad ) Ate dinner at mich's place. Cousin called us to go watch fireworks at putrajaya. Gosh the jam was 'FANTASTIC'!. All the way wei...crazy.We only saw 3 shoots :( Ate dim sum near Keng Yih bak kut teh shop in sri petaling...fat fat fat!ahaha.


Overall, it was a fun day but super super super tiring :(

Jelly :p

STef's cheesecake :)

have no idea why they were waiting for the toilet or were they waiting for WH to get out?

Seok waiting outside the toilet(k la...they were styling ts's hair!)

SEOk and me outside the toilet(too much noise from the toilet,had to check it out!)

*ahem* ts *ahem* ky!hahaha

Everyone(almost everyone) without stef's youths

Steffie and me at her place :p

CLassmates :p

Mich, must win or else!!!!haha joking lar...

Sunday,

Woke up feeling sick. Missed church. Went bak kut teh at night. Visit relatives and the end :p


REgarding my university...Still havent fully decided where yet! I have 3 options. One is Notts,one is HElp and one is KDU. I would want to credit transfer or twin on my 2nd year onwards. So have to consider properly. Pray for me ya? Thanks :p

* i hate it when i post up pictures!!!!grr my whole post setting line is like gone!!!super lazy to align all again*