STUDY STUDY STUDY!

Im feeling so so lazy! Why lar? I need my motivation back. I know i should study to do well but i just cant get myself to it! HOw?????

Tomorrow there's maths test. BOy if i screw that up..my lecturer will have my neck!(his high expectations lor..) GOsh i should stop wasting time. Didnt go college today and i woke up at 2pm! NOw gotta make do of the hours i have left and sleep early to have a clear mind for math tomorrow! If you people see me online later than 12am! chase me to bed k? hhehe

k lar..wana continue doing maths! hahhaa toodles

Mafan-ness!

Hmm..wonder why some people super mafan man!

Why am i always ranting? Well university life ma..what to do? You meet good friends, good for you...i meet friends...but close enough good friends? Not at all...except 2 maybe?

Everyday i got to put up with mafan friend A. There's a test coming tomorrow and thursday. Accounting and econs. At the current moment i dont plan to sit for it. I am so not prepared and i dont think i can even answer a question if i go. I am studying but im studying for the finals/trials..hence im taking my time,making sure i understand everything.

A asked me if i was going for econs. I said no.

Situation :

A : Woi, you going for econs anot?
Me : no...not going, really not prepared..i know nuts!
A : i know nuts too ( well its compulsory for her cuz she's doing HUC-counted...i am doing UOL - not counted)
Me : Aiya..i dont want..im focusing on finals lar...taking my time(finals in 3 wks..i need 70%)
A : but its compulsory wor...
ME : says who(me dint hear anything also)
A: mr k lar...
Me : really? he didnt say in class also..i dint hear(i havent ponteng any classes k?)
A : aiya...ppl say compulsory lar....why u like that?
Me : (in heart....wth? my problem lar) i duwan , not counted so dont care.
A : your problem lar...(ignores me the whole day)

Dont A sound so caring for her friend? She said if i failed its better than not taking at all(technically thats true but what if i cant answer a single question?)

MOMENT OF TRUTH!
~ A only wants me to sit/hence sound caring because she wants people to teman her to sit for the test...there's 20+ uol students but only 7 huc...and all her friends are uol..
~ she always needs teman..go toilet...if can..whole class must follow her...argh! Help toilet only man....who gona kidnap u?
~ Everything must be done in her way...not her way..she dont like...non stop complaining....argh!

I am truly thankful for all my friends ...no one has been this mafan...let me rephrase that....non of you guys are mafan except one(not her...) LALLALAALL!

I shall waking up thinking that its a brand new day :)

I rather happy though...i do feel pissed and all(duh, im ranting) but i dont let it get to me....
ya ya...u guys will asked why im bloggin abt it now eh?Well i need to release ma....my blog lor!!!hahaha! Dont mind the english...im trying to hurry so i have to study ! ahaha!

How's everyone? Those in the uk? Those going to nz or australia...gotten your offer letters yet? SO far i only know that wh got his...seok????

ps : wh...i have a friend called banana! ahahha! cool eh? Now i got strawberry, bzzzz and banana! ahahhaa

LLALALALALLALALALA!

Feeling crappy now! Argh! Its been so long since i felt this way. Wonder why? Is it due to exams?

I need to talk to someone..but no one to talk to :(

(for today lar)

Saw this person online...but the person is never in the mood to talk...either lazy,hungry or wtv excuse anyone can come out with?

It came to realisation to me that alot of ppl uses the technique ' i dont know what to reply' to get away from replying...Argh look at it this way, when u asked someone for their opinion, do you want a reply? Yes right? SAme here...but gosh....Its better to reply the person ' im sorry i dont know what to reply ' or 'sorry i dont think i can help u' rather then letting them wait like a stupid beggar for a reply..ish!Ish!how would you feel if someone did the same thing to you? blargh!

STress!!!!!!!!!

STress? Why ????

My finals/trials are coming in december. Its all cramp up in 2 days! ARgh!

December 10th - STatistics 9am-11am
- Mathematics 2pm-4pm

December 11th - Economics 9am-12pm
- Accounting 2pm-5pm

HELP!!!!! Maths and stats is fine for it to be cramp into a day because they are techinically closely related. Where else...mr econs and mrs accounts need time to study! ARgh!!!! I have 4 test coming up next week ;one day after another...heck im already dying...What more 4 subjects in 2 days. I need 70% above to get the offers i want!!!(easy huh?70 ni...easy my foot..passing mark is 34 and 3/4 class fails- getting 70 is probably 90% in A Levels?) Man...im panicking. I started studying d...but knowing that every mark counts for me!

I told my boss today that i will work another day in november which will be the 30th and i wont be working in december to concentrate fully on studies and i will resume working back in january on fridays(yes,since i know i wont study or do any productive on fridays!)

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Frustrated feeling is still there...Oh well!

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Big boss was at his main office in hartamas! THe job felt so relax! WE even go free tastings because his restaurant's chef asked us to try and give comment :) Yummy!

Another thing, does my head or face screams 'Designer here?'
I keep being assigned to design menus, design promotion sticker, design web thingy then send t web designer to complete it? The word retail assistant has nothing to do with what i was assigned to. I enjoy it lar..but at times...Stoning in front of com...Eyes burn! :(

MMMmmmmMMMMmmmm....................

HmmMmmMMmmmm......

Its the weirdest two days of my life! haha! why so? My friend, A found this 'cute' guy (old looking to me lar).. She met him on the bus to wisma and she thinks he's really good looking and decided to stalk him all the way to his class. Coincidentally , we were having classes on the same floor as him the whole of WEdnesday. She patiently forever waiting in front of his classroom door(darn, i duno where to hide my face..lolz)

Even a mere glance at him makes her happy. Funny how she refuses to let me go up to the guy and get his number for her so they can be friends and then we can stop being forced to stalk him along with her!!!!XD Today, i came early to college, studied in the reading room. It was close to 10am, class was starting. As the doors of the reading room opens, the first person i saw was HIM! BEhind him was my friend. Boy was she happy that they were on the same bus again! And she said it was FATE that brought him to her(or so she claims!) Yes i am sounding rather evil fr crushing her dreams of being with him...MAn, how is he going to know her if all she do is walk behind him, wait for him outside???Oh well! ahahha! HillariousXD

WE caught his eye contact today. I was getting water and she just wanted to stalk him. He came out from the toilet and due to her weird acting...he stoned at us...(according to her, he was gazing at her and not me!) Fine by me actually, hahaa not interested! Man, he wears the same shirt that he wore on wed! EEEWWWWWW~!!!!!!!!

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Hmm..I wonder why some people just dont bother replying smses! I mean, i do msg for fun at times but today was strictly business man! Ish! *annoyed!*

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I am so sick and fed up of certain things that's been going on and on for quite some time. I have tried to 'tahan' it as much as i can and guess i cant anymore. Its too excessive and over all limits! I seem to be like a toy or a pet and always been taken advantage off. Blargh! I know im not great or anything but i sure dont deserve this treatment! I am human too. People make mistakes. Ego and pride will eat you slowly. Everytime im being placed in a position of not being able to say anything! Why????? I have the right too!!! ARgh! (not emo, just abit annoyed and been kept inside for quite some time!)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING TING!!! :)

3 of us : Ting,mich,me(taken during floral fest 1u)

This girl ar, met her in form 1. Same class. Didnt really talk to her then...thought she was those lansi people who dont much(she super quiet last time k?) Then towards the end of the year, we had a little more to converse.

Form 2, same class again :) That's where we met the middle girl(mich!)ahahaha! Somehow things seems to click and we became friends, close friends :) We hang out lots,rant to each other...gosh what good old days. MAy we continue to be friends forever! XD

Anyhow, ting, I wish you a happy 19th birthday! May all your dreams come true
(despite your rants..aahaha) Hope you had a great time there! Will celebrate with you when your back here k? hee! GOt your pressie! No late pressies d! ME didnt cheat last night! It was a plan! hohoho!

Hava a blessed birthday! Take care. God bless!

Dead blog!XD

No other better title then my dead blog! Its seriously so dead. I ran out of interesting stuff to blog about. Havent been out much. Or rather at all. I've finally got on to watching stardust with ting and michelle on thurs(deepavali)...New uni friends dont watch movies :( no kaki liao! sadness!

Maybe its good too? hahaha! Hmm...For all those who are/were wondering if i got the job or something...

Yes i did! I got it! I was scheduled on twice this month to try out first. Last friday was the first day of me attempting this job and boy did i had a lot to do. My friend said i was kinda unlucky the boss was busy with a lot of stuff. I had to ring the web designer to update the website and prepare the newsletter for the shop. Its been a month late. Had to gather details, had to google for wine bottles so it can be posted up on the web. That took me about 2 hours settling all that stuff not to mention calling the designer.

AFter that, i was free for about 30mins then he gave me another job which was to design the menu for the restaurant above(owned by him of course) SO i spend 4 hours designing 4 pages. A lot of time huh? WEll actually i took 3 hours to align the first page. Boy did i waste a lot of ink and thank god i was using recycled paper. Aligning took a long time because he wasnt exactly easily satisfied...so for the next 1 hour...i did 3 pages...which was rather easy and quick though...Thank god its done!

Next time if you step into his restaurant and stare at the lovely menu in peach color paper and red booklet, i designed it!!!! :) My job is honestly not that bad. I love it! I find wines interesting. SAdly i was sick today so couldnt get my butt to the office nor uni...sobs...So replacing it this friday! hee!

I think i am going to work once a week which will be on fridays since i am not going to stay back and study nor actually going home to study! SO guess it be good! From mon - thurs is purely studies and sat and sun will be a mixture of fun,studies and church! :)

4 test coming! Ahhhh...stress yet lazy?weird combo?ahahhaa! shall get back to studying!

ps ; dan ur demanding lar! hahaha pot calling the kettle black! caught u! sucker! lolz.

My blog's dead :( inactively dead! :(

Thanks!

Thanks a bunch to those who responded. Your opinions are much appreciated! :)

To let you guys know, the boss called me today regarding the job and i got it! :)
I talked to him and he allowed me to try it out for 2 days. If i feel comfortable then he will schedule more days in this month for me. Currently its only 2 days in this whole month.

The reason i got this job is because the uni that i'll be applying to somehow prefer those who have some sort of job experienced and i love learning about wine,where its from and stuff.Plus i need some lil extra income for own personal reasons. This job is not my priority but ill give it a try. I agree with seok, once i feel i cant cope i will quit!

Im glad to know that there are still you guys reading :) hehe.Oh fyi, the library is damn noisy. Infact the whole bloody wisma help is damn noisy for the next 2 months. Under construction at G. Apparently the whole kpd from a-e is going to be under help. Help is opening its new campus in the old F&N factory there(sg besi i think) But this current campus will still be here :) My course most likely be shifted to block E(eew!) Lets hope for the best in their monetary investment eh?

CHeck this out ppl. If your feelings a lil stress and need a laugh, click on this link below :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uwOL4rB-go

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I have 3 tests on the same week. One day after another! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! HEavy subjectgs somemore! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! hahahaha. Oh i might work once a wk due to this :)

Hmm....Opinions please! (seriously i need opinions)

Hmmm...i actually wonder if there's still people reading my blog. It seems dead though i update or try to update once a week! haha! (oh, im not trying this out to see how many people still read k? i honestly need some opinions!)

I am kind of clueless and not too sure what to do and i havent got anyone's opinion thus far yet. So, this is it, i went for an 'interview' last friday for this part time job. The boss is rather nice. He asked me for my free time slots. Smart me gave all days. Mon,tues,thurs,fri and sat. One of my friend currently working there and there's time to study while your on shift. People rarely step into the shop and even so, they choose their own goods.

Right now, im revaluating this whole situation. Whether it is a good idea to go on with this plan which is to work part time and study? Or should i study full time?

I know i can study in the shop as well. But ...hmmm...Will it be any good? Or nerding in the library will have a better effect though the concentration might not be a total 100% taking inconsideration of the time i stay there.

I need to get my butt to uk next year and trials are coming in december. I need to get at least second upper or first class honors to be in the top uni! How? What should i do?

What do you readers or blog visitors suggest? Leave a comment to this post. ?I will read it then. Thanks for the help! XD

'Friends'

After what i've been through this week, i seriously wonder how people this day define friendship or rather the word friends?

Do friends continuously backstab each other? I mean i know the saying, the person who loves you,hurts you the most. But, is it really a neccessity to continuously go around telling others what your closest friend did or done or told you about?

I do talk about friends and all but im learning to be more upfront as in , i normally will end up saying it to their faces in a nice way lar of course. And fyi, i toned down a lot on the 'irritating guy' topic! He dont bug me, i dont care lo...he bug me, i try to ignore that fact*try*

Real friends wont do this :

Topic : Getting a part time job

Situation : friend1 and i going for the job interview

Friend 1 called the day before earlier in the morning while i called later in the afternoon for the same job. WE both got the interview with only 1 hour apart. Friend 2 suggested to friend 1 that will teman her due to her extreme amount of 'experience'. When i heard that remark, the thing that was running through my head was ' she wants to go for the interview as well but using that excuse to cover up!' Felt a little frustrated.

Morning before interview friend 1 realised her mistake about accepting friend 2 'temaning'. When she told friend 2 no need to come, friend 2 said she will go straight there for the interview. Friend 1 got mad(who wouldnt? they are damn close some more!) The whole day till now we are not sure if she's already conned us about going there. *****

Conclusion : Hard to trust people around me now accept those few i think its alright to trust.Sorry this might sound me, but after what happen, precautions!

Got this person are....think so highly of person's self. I cant stand it! Im going to proof that i can be as smart as you although i didnt had any background in this field before! GRR!

Interview or rather meeting up was successful lar...but now waitning for the schedule to be sent to me to know when are my timeslots! The boss is super nice! :) Ask me if i had time to study anot and stuff :)