October 31, 2007
Crazy week!
Took me 2 hours to finish half of the first question and another 2 hours to finish the rest and the 2nd question leaving the 3rd and 4th for the last night. Due to my extreme last minute planning, i ended up sleeping at 4am with having full classes till 5.30 the next day. I look like a zombie today whose eyes cant be open. I slept from 8-9.30 outside the classrooms with tables and chairs on level 2.
Hectic! So glad its over! Supposed to have stats test tmr. STill thinking if should sit for it! The conned artist seems to be filled with extreme guilt that he look like he was haunted or something. Oh well. Not my problem. I hate dishonest people and especially those who talk big about not doing soemthing but rather behind our backs they are...(how stupid they think we are? my math not that cham k?)
LALALLA. Feel like screaming,punching,shouting er..talking crap at the same time. WEird hor?hehehe...
October 26, 2007
Day light robbery!
October 22, 2007
HELP!!!!
You guys must be wondering why in the world am i posting up this barcode scanner on my blog as the main picture some more.Weird eh? No apparent reason hor?
ACtually there is...Our 'dear,beloved' HELP finally decided to upgrade thenselves..or rather their library. Man it took them that long to figure it out?SLow wei....
Obviously as a College/University college, our library needs to be equip with good computers,books,suitable environment etc...
So, mr library uncle who recognises me,stef and ber last time asked me to hold all my books first while they upgrade the library. From written cards and stamping the dates to beep beep, barcode scanner sound. Its turning more like taylors library except that we dont have to scan our cards to enter.
TO me, my opinion was, FINALLY we can use our student id! If you guys notice, there is this barcode thing but we dont use it at all right? now we do!!!! Cool eh? I was really amaze that i got so high in class that day yelling beep beep beep!hahaha(typical me eh?)
Wanted to upload pictures but due to bad internet connection, i cant load and now when im stealing my neighbour wireless(cuz mine is stupid!) my phone died so instead of repairing it, dad said we should get a new phone, he dumped me with this nice looking phone which has a 2mp cam but damn lousy and hard to type keypad! I want a 5mp cam phone! GOsh i need a job!!!! Birthday coming also...hehehe...Hint hint! ahhaha..jking!
Been eating really nice food since dad is back. ATe crab today!hehhee.Yummilicious! :)
I've been craving for egg tarts so ya...been eating that everyday! Then my friends made muffins to be sold for charity, so cute but if eat too much can go gila! A little sweet! but nice! :)
Will try to post it up if i can find a way to slot my mini memo card into the laptop!hehehe
What a coincidence!!! XD
And yes I HAVE MR LAPPIE! ( i love u!) XD
THanks to ms seok's blog. I want to try the haagen dazz chocolate fondue!!!(always wanted to eat fondue!) Hmmm...birthday coming!!!hint hint mr ong!hahaha. TLT would most likely be busy because her 'lover' is coming to malaysia.Mich..duno..should be free..hahaha. I want xiu loongbau!!(seok r....see what u've done...hohohoho!)
This week been really hectic a little. Had my math test. Quite assured i got all the graphs wrong. Not enough time and i forgot. Got one ques lar..draw graph without working out anything...MEans look must can draw d...I FORGOT!!!!!then...THe inverse function one should be correct lar..the differentiation one hmm...duno the supply demand that one is correct lar! wrong i kill myself! Oh damn...just realise i dint label the graphs!Gone ..... Apart from that, it was okay lar to me. I did work hard for it k?Though i felt like giving us last minute because malas d...hehe
Been slightly emotional bit this week. I cant really tell why. Its not what you guys think k? DOnt assume u know me so well..hoho! Hmm..its hard to explain. Its like im not angry or frustrated or something or even sad. I am not. Its just a feeling of discomfort,wanting to talk to someone perhaps?But thing is, i dont even know what is bugging me but i just feel bugged. Been reading the bible(trying to make it a daily thing!so far so good) STill trying to figure whats the thing that makes me feel so discomfort about. sighz. Horrid feeling! blargh!
TOday, went for korean bbq dinner in bangsar. Sorry i dint take pictures of food.FOrgotten till only when i've finished eating them..if u wana know more about the restaurant, you can visit www.seoul-bulgogi.com
I would say the price is reasonable for buffet. ALl you can eat! Try it out!
I think im quite cheerful most of the time now. hoho! QUite high!!! hmmm...im trying to stop/tone down from cha-ing that dude and any other dude(if got). Not good lar..and last time i not like that..duwan to change to become bad. Ooh..i think me and ms F now is like almost bestfriends. I see her every morning. Talk talk...then only i go class she go staffroom. HELP got new computers!!!! Window xp pro!!!! from 95 to xp...big difference!!!!THen again, dell got sale now. One comp is only rm 1355 or rm1855? What is that to help man!!! They so rich!
ME talking rubbish d..and this post too long...till another day. toodles!
October 17, 2007
Hmph........Uni life!
The passing mark to me is SUPER LOW, yet there are people failing! ARgh....Simple maths we learnt in form 4-5, a levels is kacang compared to what we are doing now. Normal simple functions also turn complicated. Everything needs explanation! Mafan-ness!
Just suddenly feel a sudden emotional breakdown or rather overload of stress after what mom constantly nags. THis time it hit me quite. It seem like as though she was calling me stupid(SEEM!) I know im not that smart but i AM NOT DEFINITELY STUPID! I just realise that my so call 'must trash person' is actually completing stats , accounts and doing extra econs homework. DArn it!!!! I think the person takes tuition too! NOOOOOOOOOO...Jacq must work hard for herself and must also beat that person for her own pride sake! (i dont like being look down upon!*person lar!think i dumb!*)
Stress!!!!!Test this friday! Though its not important but i want to test myself , want to see how far i can go with what i am doing. Hope i wil do well! Kinda made a promise to my lecturer too. (ok lar.it was a forced promised!)
Just got back from nephew's birthday celebration. Super dead tired. Contemplating if i should stay late in college tomorrow to study or go home! Any suggestions?Opinions? I finish at 1pm. If i stay back it wil be till 6pm. Hmmm...Tough decision!
ps : ber, i will post up the food post again later during the weekends? gona focus on studies during weekdays k?hehehe. and kumpulling photos :p
October 14, 2007
Foodie!!!!!
Me been moody this few days. Im like half high then can half angry half frustrated half sad...hahaha...Like now, i feel sentimental yet high or rather cheerpy!Its tough being me. Teehee! (tsk tsk dan, dont be jealous!ahaha)
Anyways, this post is dedicated to ms ber ber lim and mr ong! Ber requested me to post up what i've ate,eaten,going to eat for her so she can stare at the picture and not miss it so much?Mr ong, i just want to make you jealous and make you miss us here!bleks :) (im feeling EVIL now. ahahaha!)
*told you im weird!* loving it!
Mushroom speghetti (delicious) :p
Mini egg tarts, yummy!
Siew pao and my half eaten egg tart(forgot to snap till i ate it halfway) :p
Fried Mihun (homemade)
Fried popiah,fishballs and sausages
Fried wantan with chilli(homemade)
Yam cake(homemade)
Lontong(homemade) -hari raya ma!ahaha
Sotong sambal(homemade)
Babi!!!! :p (homemade)
Kuah kacang to go with the pulut rice(no photo because couldnt get a nice pic) - homemade
Duck soup(kiam chai ark soup) - homemade
Rendang(homemade)
Coca cola spare ribs with special ingredient :p (homemade)
Closer view(sorry the steam fog by lense)
The dining table (nephew birthday)
Bernice, you happy now?hehe did all this for you! haha. Hope you be homesick too much k?hehe study smart, all the best for your test! Anything you can still contact me :) *you have my number*
Mr ong, ARe you JEALOUS???hahaha! im EVIL hor?ahaaha..
Yummy food. Too full to sleep. I am so so so so so super duperly awake right now and its 1.31am. I have to be in church at 9.15am tomorrow because im on duty. May i not be late!ahaha! :p
Thats all for now. Toodles!
*craving for egg tarts this whole week!ahaha and i dont like eggs. funy me!*
October 13, 2007
The lesson i learnt this morning!
Anyhow, i was quite suprise i managed to wake up as early as 9.30 minusing the fact that i slept close to 6am. WEnt to church ON TIME! Had worship practise. One thing i like about today's 'devotion' was IT WAS DIFFERENT!! Instead of sitting around in circles and reading the bible,listening to the leader or rather a round of prayer before we start each practise...TOday we did a little role playing. It started off like this,
G man : worship leader
Ruth : pastor?
Me : Usher/musician?
Eel : worship coordinator
Wei zian : best-est worship leader
Rachel tan : friend of G-man
Situation : Our dream church(everything perfect and stuff)
It had a kick start when G-man asked me to come up front(at that point i was still stonning :p) He said hi, i replied, HI! Cheerful me! ahaha.. He heard from a friend rachel that this church was the bomb!!! So he wanted to test it out because he felt uncomfortable in his church and LONELY! He was talking about how awesome pastor ruth was and how great of a worship leader WZ was and wanted to meet them. Cheerful me said okay...intro intro bla bla...THen they talked(here comes the serious part)
He was so curious about our church and he wanted to know if we were like the rest of the churches who go around saying ' you can talk to me if u need a ear to listen but then sticking to their own clicks' Being me, i said ' dont worry, we will try to listen to you and im sure you will fit in, just give it a try' My phrase was back out by the rest of the crew. AFter going on and on for about 15minutes? We ended with this conclusion :
- Apart from being musicians,worship leaders,PA dudes, Projectionist, we are also call to socialize with people and make them feel welcome!(we dont expect someone to come to you saying he/she is new- it supposed to be you going up to them and making friends)
- Worship is our intimate relationship with GOd. The music is nothing! SEriously! The heart must be there!!!!
- The closeness of the team is really important because the congregation wouldnt want to see a team who is so splited and in their own worlds would they? WE are up there leading the people to worship. Like daniel(the keyboardist,forgot his surname) said, we are going up there to worship God, we should give it our very best! No such thing as being late, not practising and etc....
Another thing i felt today was that, although it was merely a practise. I really felt that i could worship Him and that everything else didnt matter. I know we should try our best to make it perfect but even with flaws once awhile,who cares! Set our burdens to Him and he will grant us peace! Im really thankful to be on this week. I manage to remind myself the true meaning of worship(you know lar,everyone needs to be reminded once awhile!)
Ooh...i will post up yummy food later ber ber!ahaaha...Now..still stoned...ahaha
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K lar....i was catching up on my holiday self, catching up on movies that i've missed and got myself currently addicted to gossip girl,heroes,house and grey's anatomy!
WRong time to be addicted....uni started! Oh well,guess i gotta make use of this weekend, not to mention a test im having this friday :(
Sighs, some people know very well they aint gona be online,can still let me wait till die. One message wouldnt kill. Grrr! I will wait lar...but wait how long?Grrr! Forget it. Shall talk to you when i see you online. No more plannings when to meet you online. Wonder if your out partying till to drunk to reply? or something along that line...Hope not...but just a thought. Blargh! Wait like a lunatic ni...blargh!Wtv....Wasting time waiting!frustratred!blargh blargh....bla bla..
*ignore this post,im just ranting*
I like lar...my blog not yours! you have no say. Dont like, dont read. DOnt ask me to chill. I hate the word chill!
toodles!
October 11, 2007
Hmmm....
How come i still feel the same feeling when im talking to that person?
I thought it was gone...but i still go by smiling to the monitor each time i talk...regardless funny or not, happy or sad...hmmmm.....
Confused! blargh!
Its not like i talk to the person at a constant basis. I think this is the first time after 1-2months?Hmmm...
Me just thinking alot i guess...hehe.
* Ignore this post! *
October 07, 2007
Weekend!!!! :)
I seem to be dehydrating but i've been drinking alot of water!!!(for those who know me will sure think so!) Dehydrating makes me crap rocks. Because not enought water. argh!
So jacq is going through this phase now :
constipating = crapping rocks
crapping rocks = not enough water
not enough water = must drink more water and eat fruits to ease crapping
eat more fruits = crap more often = butt becomes painful
due to butt being painful, drinking more water = having problem pee-ing(too painful)
suffering = used of energy = jacq being weak :(
How lar to settle this? Either way also im going to suffer? Argh.....I need to be a monkey and start eating banana daily till i can stop crapping rocks!
Had my dear cute little nieces birthday today. Little kids absolutely love me!!!!hahaha. Everyone was so jealous that they rather me carry them then even their own mom. ahahah! (no i did not bribe them!)
Though i was in a lot of pain, had to run around helping cousins get their drinks(malas betul!) ahaha...Overall day was okay just really feel like rotting in bed lar...damn pain. CAnt sit straight,cant walk,cant even do anything without feeling the sore in my butt! argh!!!!Crapping rocks hurts!!!!!
Randomness post! I know...hehe
October 06, 2007
Platypus me!
After taking some medication last night to ease the swelling, i went straight to bed(was supposed to wait for my uk dears to come online but i was really too sick, since earlier that morning) That medication have some sleeping pill content in it :( I slept like a baby and before i know it, it was 11am the next morning. Aiseh, i had to forced myself out from bed to go for the uk edufair(me wanting to reconfirm my 2nd year entry thingy personally)
Went all the way to klcc and guess what? I felt so sad,frustrated, disappointed and stressed after i left that place. Sad,frustrated and disappointed because its either HELP conned us on the transfer partners(when i asked, they said no such thing!!!!wth?) or the babi ambassadors were seriously young. Its like they were uttering words from the propectus.I asked something not in there, all dont know, asked me to mail them bla bla. So annoying!
Worst off, NOT ALL THE UNIVERSITIES FROM UK WAS THERE!!!!! There was NO LSE,READING,LEICESTER,ESSEX AND EXETER! In short,those were the few that i really wanted to talk to. ARgh!!!!!! The happiest thing from the whole fair was from the university of surrey. They said that if i keep my grades, i will be able to go there next year! Ok..so now..the studying part is really up to me eh?
This leads to the part of why i feel really stressed after i left the fair.THe competition were really tight there. There were alot of certain races(sorry dont really want to be racist but its true) Its at times unfair how things fall so easy for them.Aih....Well let not all this affect me. I shall continue focusing on what i want!!!!!!
On the faith side of things,
- It could be a test of faith to see how faith as small as a mustard seed can move mountains or rather help me out(in short)
- Hardwork and guidance from the Above can help
- There shall always be hope. Never ever give up!
- Our results reflect God, So we should DO OUR BEST!
Key reminders im reminding myself constantly.
Ps : Im still sick. After taking med last night, swelling still there :(
Took another med, stil there. Gosh i look like a bloody platipus!!!!!argh! wana know how i look? Check this out!
Look at its mouth, that how bad my swelling is!:(
Cute-ness :p
Sad hor? Im not exaggerating. I can prove it but its seriously too disgusting to put on the web!:(
May i feel better tomorrow and stop crapping rocks too!Pain and sore bottom of mine!ahaha.ANd my pee is as yellow as chinese tea too seok!Goodness we need more ultrafiltration wei!We need a more water!ahaha. (my brain rot d...forgot which medulla or loop of henle length for which..ahaha confused d!blar!)
October 05, 2007
What a day! *phew*
Took me about 45 minutes to remember what i forgot and to clarify what i was lost in( so full of crap man math especially if its maths for econs!) 2 minutes before the lecture ends, king kong came into the class trying to be our ' hero' (kononnya) ....explaining to my lecturer why he was late. I heard it was something like his car battery died or something than had to drive to sungai besi or some crap like that. Our logic was, if car breakdown, can still go college at 8am for economics(ok lar...he was in class for about 30 seconds telling our lecturer how busy he was?) Gosh some people really skip classes alot man. Our course so easy meh? I find it super hard lo....or maybe your smarter(though some people might not agree with me typing this)
Im really trying very hard not to ***** about this person you see. I've managed to control for the whole past week till this very particular morning where he budge into class late again. Its so so so distracting. CAnt talk later is it? NOt like can un-miss what you missed! Oh well, its your life. All i can say is, your priorities damn 'geng' man!*applause*
Moving on, i think im sick. Been really constipating. Im like crapping rocks or something. Im so dehydrated(i drink alot of water ok!) Maybe im lack of fiber???? HMMmmmmmm....dont know lar..just feels so uncomfortable right now. Feel like sleeping soon( i think i will)
I think this is all for this post. Will continue later at night. Need rest and medication to ease this pain :(
Toodles! :p
October 03, 2007
HEHEHE hohoho HAHAHA
me : getting weird each day wei!*dies* *bang*
ahahaha!
Im not like extreme happy nor am i sad. Its kinda mixed? Or somewhere in the middle? :P
*note the fact that im blogging so often, so weird!especially when its crap*
WEnt early to college,studied accounts awhile then decided to do math! Everyone came ; k la i got bit distracted but finished two whole exercises! :p (those ppl who KNOW ME, i DONT PRACTISE MATH unless test is tomorow lar...ahahaa) Great achievement eh? WEnt for lecture, got more homework. Bummer!lolz.
Went to KFC again!OMG i think i will die early because of that place lar; seriously! I used to crave for chicken(all sorts and btw still kinda craving, ask dan!) We normally either go KFC or NAndo's or Mcd and i will eat the chicken. ahahaha. mad eh? I love the dominos chicken wings. Yummy! ANyway, back to the point, since the 2nd week of uni onwards on wed during break, we've been eating KFC!ish...getting sick of that place...however i still love nandos. ehehe(dan you know me right?ting and mic too..ahahaha) AFter that we were super late for stats(15mins late) and WE consist of 2/3 of the class. ahahaha! STar trek thought we were on strike again :( they call my lecturer star trek. ahaha. long story.lolz.
Oh talked to ms M(admin lady) I DONT HAVE TO DO LLS OR MC100 if im leaving /transferring to uk next year *prays hard,works hard* SO glad i didnt plan on doing it this semester, listening to dad at times is a good thing! :p
Oooh...vien, there was this 'CRAZY SALE' brands consisting of ZARA, MNG, Guess(technically those expensive branded brands) and it was only rm10 per item.
Trust me is no big deal. It was such a 'fantastic' sale that i wanted to 'buy' the whole shop. NOT!!!!!!!
Waste of time. Even pasar malam clothes look better. Even pirated version looks way way better. Only thing cool was the victoria secret undergarments. In my opinion, some of the undergarments are so so bare(though it was cloth,transparent pink for eg) Why bother wearing a bra if wana bare so much?WAsting money buying cloth ni. Tsk tsk! (me getting decent dan!thanks to your ahem post!)
Since yesterday, i've been suffering from unexplanable rashes. Yesterday was my thigh, this afternoon was at my neck, now is like arms and neck. Is it the weather?Hmmm...Oooh dan dan, i saw ivan! So funny lar...will tell you more when i get to talk to you(duwan the world to know some stuff, you know our usual cracking stuff) ehehe
Oh i just realised, dan and I take pleasure or say we having fun with the weirdest thing. For eg, him insulting me is fun? Me insulting him with *that special name,insert pls dan!ahaha* (but he made me promised not to bocor to the world,so promised kept,try rmbring!) Oh well...not only him lar...mic,ting and me also another weird bunch. We love talking in the car, flashing lights er...camwhoring!ahahaha. I love me!!!! ahaha.them too :P
ps: i will post up what you guys miss k ber ber???hohoho!
October 02, 2007
LOLOLO.....LALALA...ahahaha!
THIS IS AN EXTREMELY RANDOM POST!!!! NO SPECIFIC ORDER TO ANYTHING!ahahaha!
It was the start of a whole new week where almost all my ex collegemates left to UK/ IRELAND /SCOTTIE LAND to further their studies together with my very very close dude friend/SIFU.ahah!
Monday seem pretty fine. Had classes from 8-11am,STatistics. For the first time,me and my mental self decided to 'nerd' in the library till 5-5.30pm. Mom was really proud of me(well,who in the right mind would stay so long in college just to study?ahaha, ME!) Reasons : I wana give a shot to LSE. I dont care how hard people say it is to get in. I am not going to demotivate myself. Well, some people may think i might have super high expectations! Well, you dont just aim to pass do you?Same concept. (would really appreciate support instead of demotivation!)
Apart from that, due to the someone who i really dislike in class now, the buggerr thinks im really dumb you know? Wait wait, till i prove you wrong. ALready got support from ex collegemates!ahahaha. I know im not smart but im definitely not dumb!
Anyways, enough with the boring stuff. I went to scout for my future baby(coming in 2-3weeks time!yea yea.yay!) It started of sad. WAs supposed to purchase it from digital mall. It was going for 2640rm. But i cant pay first lar...dad not around. Nice guy said can. STupid guy said cant after mom tried negotiating for a cheaper price :( oh well. Mom said forget it because they seem like they were to insisting(stupid guy lar!) SO we left the shop, said sorry to the nice guy. Wah sei, directly after i kena bang bad from mom. SHe blamed me for everything(what the stupid guy did!) i smsed dad and cried. (so not my fault what) SO she decided to go pyramid. After walking for 1 hour or less. FOund the actual retailer. Got it for 2638rm. But going to pay 2988rm for 2gbram,pc-cilin,office,and all the free goodies!!! ehehe. Me kinda conned the man lar. He asked me what the other offers i getting for the same model. I bantai all the goodies(though they only wana give me 3 free goodies, i told this guy all!ahaha) sO happy...waiting for dad now. paid deposit d!!!! :)
CLass today was funny, Mr we dont like kena shot from accounting lecturer. WEll, no one asked you to skipped class. Is there anything more important than studies for now????Is UN that important for instance?Not my problem. Like seok once said ' so smart lar, dont go class then ask me for notes to copy!' Wah liao today super bitching session man. I was rather quiet today. Not so nice liao...trying to tone down...hehe.Oh that buggerr chargers extra for photocopy!!!!ahhhhhhhhhh...we got conned for 1 whole month :(
Oh crap, im rashing now at my legs..die so big and long some more..die die.. looks like got internal bleeding also. WOuld love to take a picture but its too disgusting!Now waiting for more uk friends to get online. ehehe.
Lolololo...im so so high and bored.ehehehehehehe.Im plain crazy i think. DOnt you think so?? and i think i've influenced my fellow girly classmates.ahahaha. They using my words against me ;( lol. SIFU i need more quotes!!!ahaha.
SO so dear uk friends, do you miss any type of food in particular????ahahaha.
Ps : forgot what i wana type d...ahahaha. bleks