December 07, 2008
Sick again!
Celebrated jessie's bday today. (photos will be up once i steal them from my friend.., forgot camera - sick lar!) Had a mini drinking session after the pudding party, got hungry, cooked noodles which turned out good! hee! Back home now, feeling horrible with the stupid sore throat. Going to have to sing tomorrow for the carol service... not sure how's that going to happen with my current state now :( hope i get well fast! going to italy next week yet i have many post in my drafts.. shall make a point to load it k? i promise! Tired now, off to bed.. tata!
December 02, 2008
how long does it take to reply a text message?
*annoyed*
November 21, 2008
Prayer for a friend
I've done all that I know to do.
I lift my friend, to You.
Complicated circumstances
have clouded his view.
Lord I lift my friend up to You.
I fear that I won’t have the words
that he needs to hear.
I pray for Your wisdom , oh God.
And a heart that's sincere.
And Lord I lift my friend up
to You.
Lord I lift my friend to You.
My best friend in the
world, I know he means much
more to You.
I want so much to help him, but
this is something he has to do.
Lord I lift my friend up to You.
There's a way that seems so right to him.
But You know where that leads.
He's becoming a puppet of the world.
Too blind to see the strings.
And Lord I lift my friend up to You.
Lord I lift my friend to You.
I've done all that I know to do.
I lift my friend, to You.
November 16, 2008
On my way to Aberystywth (9/10/2008)
I absolutely adore the views here. SEriously it takes your mind off depression or homesick! If you feel sad or depressed all i gotta do is take a walk to the pier and watch the waves! hehe! (will post that lovely view in another post)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING!
Hmmmm....
Updates :
J's been making life hard now. J's been bitching about me to his friends and though they said 'its none of their business' i can sense that they are not talking to me very much. (or not in front of him at least) Why? Why must people act different when he's there? Hmm...
Was talking to the girls since everyone elses were out except for us, we all realised that we're very uncomfortable when J's home. (weird eh? and no i didnt poison them to think he's a bastard! its just not right! and didnt want to sink to his level) It was fun chatting together with them when no one else but us are left at home. C was worried that i was stuck in my room the entire day but truth is, I WAS OUT! :) Went grocerry shopping, library( shocked and surpised i covered 9 lectures! ) and to A's house to cook for the a few people who always seem to call us for makan!
Was really thankful the bak kut teh went well, i sorta made the dried bak kut teh thingy or after looking at it, it could be kongpo pork dish? A made ox liver in ginger soup, KL made aubergins with pork and he helped us fry the spinach! ( oh btw... KL's a really good cook but at times he too lansi d!) Ps : A's housemates think we cant cook just because we normally cook when their not home! Bah...insulted! *eh eh, my pork turned out damn good k! hahah*
Might be going to the castle tomorrow to snap some shots! Hopefully blogspot will allow me to upload the pic! I have no clue why i cant load lor! Anyone got any opinion on it???
October 14, 2008
Idiotic Situation!
J: jerk from help!
D: used to be nice guy from help who was influenced by J
KL: guy from help , jerk when J is around!
DJ, C : girl housemates from *****
Two weeks ago, when i was about to use the toilet, i realised that there was a cigarette bud in the toilet bowl which could only mean one thing! - J SMOKED!!!! He's the only one who smokes in the house. Since it didnt quite smell though it was rather disgusting, I let it passed. Three nights ago, J smoked in his room and it was really strong because my room is just next door. I got out and told him
ME: CAn u pls not smoke in the house?
J : WHY? (rudely)
ME : cuz i cant tahan lar... (walks away)
Next day, after dinner i've realised that J had some friends over. I heard 2 of them and very well knew one of them was KL and the other was D together with an unknown sounded indian or malay guy. Smell smoke again! Strong one and I was studying. GOt really annoyed, guess he didnt quite understood my warning so I complain to the Acco office. Hence, today the lady emailed us ALL about smoking indoors that we should only smoke 5 metres away from the house,windows etc... unfortunately without thinking further, he started bitching about me to D and my dear friend A coincidentally met them at the bus stop . They bitched about me towards her complaining i was too much not warning him first... (was what i did really wrong? I mean.. he dint want to listen..and i clearly did tell him! ) J claimed that he smoked in the toilet and an hour later i went in and still complain(well, this i dont remember because i doubt it happened!!) THERE'S A FREAKING HUGE SIGN SAYING NO SMOKING IN THE PREMISES!!!!
Was at my friend's A place for dinner then tagged on and went to church. We got back about 10 and he was outside her house with KL smoking asking her
J: you were with your FRIEND r?
A : yea...
J: aiyo.. better dont go over lar.. after you become like her how? dont complain so much k...
A: aiyo.. wtv lar... k la k la.. bye bye...
Sighz.. is he trying to get everyone against me??? Well he's doing it quite well since my bodoh remaining housemates, DJ and C dont really gives a shit. Dj said.
DJ : its ok for him to smoke if the window is open!
ME: no.. its not! we can still smell..he should smoke outside!
DJ : if he smokes outside it will be too cold
Me: are we supposed to die for him smelling his smokes just so he can keep warm?
DJ : i think he will be unhappy if we tell him that....
*sighz!*
Im so on my own. I have no friends at home, I have useless housemates that dont back me up during meetings.. They think he's very powerful! Bah... how lar? I dont know what to do... Guess i wont be invited for anything now... everyone's gona be against me! (D even stopped talking to me d.. and he bloody hell dont know my part and took J's word )
I want to confront them as much and win this war.. but i realised it wont be too christian like of me. (yes got this after going to church) I realised that i should live my life as how God wants me to be instead of fighting back. Its time to walk away from this immaturity that they are playing. I know what i did was right.. just that i dont have anyone backing me up... and its depressing that i have to go through it for a couple more months! sighs!
Ps : will try posting the pics later... net is too slow now.. and lazy.. hehe!
I'M ALIVE!!!
October 06, 2008
Departure!
Before i will officially fly off to UK! Feeling havent sunked in totally yet! I bet im gona cry a river tomorrow though. Oh wells...
Going to miss everyone here though!!!! :( Sob sob. Will update my blog once i've arrived! Ttfm! :)
September 28, 2008
Still waiting....
All this while i thought that the British high com will be open regardless of raya because they follow the British hols only, but i was WRONG! It takes 8-10days to get your visa done (minimum by the way). Due to the holidays on wed and thurs, my 10th working day is on friday! ARgh! How to fly on fri if its only the 10th day? So, i'll be visiting the visa place to asked them when it will be out tentatively. If its not out by latest tuesday, I will change my flight date again! Oh lord, please shower ur mercy over me!
Feeling quite stressed because not only im affected by my own flight, but my family members and aunt as well. Tough trying to coordinate with everyone! *feels like bursting*
September 20, 2008
Farewell!
September 19, 2008
Waiting....
Apart getting that ready, had to go to the lawyer's office to certify my certs. The day before that, I ran around like a mad fool to every bank to certify my bank statements. After that was done, proceeded for medic check up. Thank god everything went okay.
Had no accommodations before this as well. Thank God and aunt for helping me through. Its a twin sharing, i pray that my roomie will be a good one! ( Oh lord, i trust u) Just paid the acceptance fees today to booked the room. Got the extension from uni to commence on the 6th of oct instead of this coming sat.
Hectic!!! Did my visa today. The stupid officer forgotten to hand in my file to the biometric department so i waited for almost 2 hours. Ish! Thank god i manage to complete the whole thing by 11am.
I am really thankful to God for everything He has helped me with from getting an offer, getting approval from uk for the financial status, getting accommodation and now waiting for visa.
If all is settled, will be flying off on the 3rd of october!
*shall take this time to gain all the sleep I had lost! * ;)
September 14, 2008
Confirmation Received!
The UK visa seems way harder to get compared to the australian visa. BAh... I am scheduled to leave on the 26th of september because I am scheduled to start on the 29th of september after requestion for extension for an entire week. I am currently in Vietnam(visiting family - yes i am awared its during the wrong time!),will be back on tuesday afternoon. Gotta do my medic check up + x ray. Settle documents for visa on wed and pray that my visa will be done successfully by the following tuesday so I can fly off on friday morning, 10.15am :)
Currently, just bought 2 winter jackets. 1 Blue in color - looks slightly like an eskimo jacket and 1 brown - autumn/winter classy looking kind. Got 2 gym pants to wear. Gotta get 2 long sleeves top( i have none! hahaha) and thinking if i should get another jacket... Hmmm...
Well, if all goes smoothly, I will be flying off on the 26th September 10.15am XD
*prays visa goes well*
September 07, 2008
Awaiting Confirmation!
If I am required to leave, I have to be there on the 20th of September (doubt i will make it on time, so emailed the dude) Nice dude, he told me not to worry, just get my paper work done. :)
I should be tentatively be leaving by the 28th of sept once everything is confirm and visa settled. Oh ya, not forgeting, I'm supposed to be checking flight details.Yikes! So last minute! :(
Hopes all will go smoothly! Fighting against time is bad :(
August 31, 2008
New toy!
Results are to be out on tuesday! Sighs! Hoping for the best!
ps : Oh god, please let it be out on tuesday so i can settle my things as soon as possible.
August 26, 2008
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
My baby in red! Wonder if i'll be able to negotiate a good price!!! please please please! hahaha! Will keep u guys posted ! Muahaha! (gona be broke after this.. cant believe im sacrificing my shopping for this! haha *thinks long term* hahaha)
August 11, 2008
UPDATES!
Some events going on during the opening ceremony!
Many thought that this would be like a planetshakers conference, or a hillsongs concert. They are so wrong. It had its own field! :) It was more to prayer and also emphasizing on the Universities and college students. THe sermon was touching! Overall, a pretty good conference :)
July 31, 2008
Movie premiere : The Mummy 3!
July 29, 2008
Work! XD
I've been working in a wine shop, supposedly a retail assistant but is practically doing everything from paper work to computer work to financial statements, stock intakes and purchase stuff .. and the list goes on... the amount of stuff i've learnt throughout the month is tremendous! Enjoying it! XD
Looks so pretty right? hehehe!
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Hmm. Should i end it all or cut it down? Feels so 'mafan'! Sighs! I have standards too! Nothing is ever enough! MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! (got this from nyat! hahah!) The only thing that running through my mind is to get it done and over, end it all! Hmm but will i regret? Would that be a right decision or would it seem like im running away from the 'issue'? Results results results! Sighz.. Extremely demanding expectation :( Yikes! *ponder ponder*
July 28, 2008
Wanted with Mark, Gene and dan!
X files with Sam and dan!
Dark knight with dan!
Ranting post! (avoid if needed!)
Why did i decided on this ranting post? Well, Im feeling bugged about a certain issue right about now. When i confronted the person, the only answer given was ' i duno', Yikes! I'm probably now noted as the ''thing'' to most people now. Who knows what's been going on! Oh well. I do not appreciate being torment in that way to people i dont know. It could be a joke to some but serious to another. Bah.. I dont know what to do, Dont know why im feeling this ways! *confused*
Expectations then disappointments! sighz..! Nevertheless, im so thankful to God that He has helped me in every way possible. When im down, up, sad or happy! He's always been there for me! Learning to trust is something i've got to do now. Oh, i so hope this feeling fades soon. Ok done ranting! Ahaah back to work! Hehehe
July 24, 2008
Updates!
WAy way more than what i expected.
Apart from that, on my offdays( Wed and Fri) I've been out with Mark, Gene and Dan who were all back from Aus and UK. Our first outing was to watch WANTED! Before the movie, we were rushing for lunch (WHY? >>>> the guys were late again lar! DUH!) Movie. Then shopping for Gene's Nintendo and suprisingly, Mark was shopping for facial stuff from parkson(for his sister of course!) He was so cute.... The lady had to guide him while we three were snapping pictures in order to blackmail him! Muahahah! (will post it soon. Malas now!)
Next outing, was to mark's place in Mont kiara. Went there once, relied on my memory to get us there. Dan was driving. Waited 6 hours for him in ss2! Ish.. He drove rather scary and i realised that he swears a whole bunch each time he's placed behind the wheel! Yikes! (patience dan...!) Due to his 'bei' mood that day, his driving wasnt too safe as well but thank God we arrived safely to Mark's. Left to hartamas for lunch. Dan took the wrong lane and we were kinda slow for the U turn. A car was superly impatient continuously honk us (even after he got by) Then, dan placed his indicator on to head left. The car came out of no where. Dan was waiting for him to go and he was like ' i'll give u but dont want to give u kinda thing'. So, dan accelerated. He honk dan and sorta chased dan in a way that dan would bang his car (thank goodness dan plays games!!! FAst reactions! - i guess gaming helps?) Then being unsatisfied. He stopped in the middle of the road blocking dan and other cars, dan swirf and the dude got out of his car kicking dan's car since there was nothing much that can be done.
Its the most scary time of my life sitting in the passengers seat. Yikes! But seriously, what's wrong with Malaysian drivers? Cant they just be polite or something? All this cursing, all this ego will just kill more lives! Ish... Stupid people! May God bless your soul dude! Tsk tsk!
WEnt to mark's place after lunch again, met the two dongs there. Two dakei while two ps2 while me = left alone to do nothing :( But it was a fun catched up session and im gona miss you mark! :(
Oh well, dont really know what to type right now. Kinda malas d.. SO this is for now :) Toodles
July 14, 2008
Hmmm...
Lead me Oh lord,
TEll me what i should do.
I cant do it by my own,
Is this the trial your testing me with?
Help change me Oh lord,
Come right now and fill me.
July 06, 2008
Yikes!
Nevertheless, I'm thankful for everything that had happened and looking forward to this particular week due to a SPECIAL REASON! :)
Besides that, today was our praise and worship 6th anniversary! Wow, without knowing 6 years just flew like that. I've been growing up in this church like since forever! Serving in this ministry for almost 4 years maybe? (forgot). This is my 3rd time playing for the anniversary! lolz. Will post up pictures as soon as i get it from glenn! :) Awesome message, awesome fellowship, all glory to god! XD!
July 02, 2008
Vietnam trip!!!
Date : 13th June 2008 (yes yes i know its been quite long d )
Right after i got back from Redang, went out with fira and sam the next day to help fira shop for her NS stuff. Flew off on the very next day. And i kinda didnt know that i'm not supposed to be taking pictures when we're flying..woops..wont do it again! :)
Malaysia from the top :)
CLouds!!! i love clouds! its so lovely aint it?
Mekong river. Remember in Geography we learned that 'sg. mekong berliku-liku'? I finally got it on cam. Lovely aint it?
Ho Chi Minh city from the top :)
Opera house (under contruction though)
I wanted to take a shot at the bicycly with an engine (sry not sure if it can be seen)
Food :
Prawns! Yummy!
SAuces!
SAuces!
Cake given by his office staffs! didnt manage to get a shot of his other cake before its been eaten! :(
Boarding back home to KL
Something i took from the business lounge! :) its super cute k!
Overall, its a really good trip. We went over because it was father's day and dad's birthday. I insisted we would go because if i were to leave to uk this year, i wont be able to celebrate this next year with him. Teehee! Signing off now. Toodles!