It's finally settled! YES YES thanks to me,myself and I! Suckers, told you guys i can get what i want as long as i dont give up! (unlike u all!)

Hmm...to my dearly beloved friends who are so KPC, want to know what happen? TALK to me la! No need go through my other friends who may not know anything and just assume alright?

Shall go study now. Killer week next week.

toodles!

Have you ever felt betrayed,frustrated,dissapointed,angry and sad all at the same time?

Well, I did. For the first time ever. This is worst than CL cheating me on gaming time and those not so that hurtful stuff. It did hurt i admit, well its about trust, so obviously it would hurt!

This time, gosh is super alot of people at the same time. With exams and stuff, this is so not the right time. First it all started when R break the ice by telling me what's going on. What to do? I flew off to Vietnam and some people just decided to take that opportunity to inform ****** to the rest. ON PURPOSE ONE I BET!!!!! ( will update my trip later)

It's bad enough i heard it from R, without realising the whole ________ actually knew about it except me and nobody, not even _tld me.WHY? __ reason, because no point. Can't do anything about it! WTF la. YOu never try u know?YEs YES i know your policy, you will say you wont try because you wont change bla bla. GOsh you could have tell me earlier.

Then now found out from ________ that apparently ___ and _____ are backstabbing me. Guess what? ________ said i backstab other people to so i deserve it. THANKS SO MUCH FOR CHEERING ME UP! MIND YOU I ACTUALLY CRIED OK! Then ________ said ____ was getting pissed so we should leave the topic. AHEM! Are you involve in the bitching session?no right?wth..???? I know Im not important to you as long as you have _______. What else matters right? the worlds just go arounds ____! sighs.

I thought ______ and ______ were my friends. But yet, i was betrayed and cheated by them. ______ got no guts to even tell me whats going on! For some reason, im beginning to despise this _____ and ________ a lot. I may not be as smart as you, but im definitely nicer and a better friend that you can ever be! (though i have my flaws) ONe is blunt and the other is king or emperor or gossips!

YOu cant disagree with me here! its my blog. I get to post wtv i want! you cant stop me unless u are the administrator of this blog which your NOT! Thanks for hurting me guys! YOUR the BEST ever man! till can make me cry! honored anot? (F*CK!)

I really needed all those to ''help'' me study! grrrr......NOT! Idiots,biatch,F**K!!!!

THanks lt for cheering me up( she's a btr friend that you!!!!)
Btw i dint state names, so if you read this and you feel its you, then it is you!

why? because as the MAlay peribahasa goes, ''SIAPA MAKAN CILI AKAN TERASA PEDAS!''

Finally, prom tickets are settled. ( in a very not satisfying way!)
JL table have to pay up extra rm11 now to make it fair( according to the council)
Sigh i still dont get it!
They admitted it was their mistake. My rational is, if it's their mistake, why must we pay more? Why must JL all pay more? Shouldnt they give in to us and let us pay the 109rm rate?
I mean...you think lar.... In the court of law, if the guilty admit that their guilty, do you send the innocent to jail because you have no other choice? Same concept right?
It was that M guy fault. He told us that the table was 1090rm. SO we took it as 109rm per person. What me and ray ray think is that, M should pay for the remaining 11rm per person for 26 of us. (18+8 = 26) Thats the other option! Thats actually a solution. Since they are pushing for 120rm. Idiots!

ANyways, enought about that la. Exams now. COuldnt be bothered to argue for now...
2 papers down.....more to go.(shall keep positive!) I know i can do it!

Will be leaving to vietnam on SAturday and back on Monday. (no choice, dont ask why!) TO my fellow classmates with papers on Monday, ALL THE BEST!!! See you guys on Tuesday! :p

Ms TLT!!!!! DONT GIVE UP! STUDY STUDY STUDY! :p

Oooh....I didn't know booking table for the annual ball was such a big problem!
Why so???

Exhibit A :

D : Go prom la!!!
A : Ya,parents said can. Going!
B : Ah good good. YOu ask Z d not?
A : Asked d la...
D : B, are you going?
B : Depends on who going lar...
D : It doesnt matter who going or not! ARe you going? Yes or NO?
B : Dunno la...most probably yes gua?


Exhibit B, at the ticket purchasing counter :

Z: Ok, so will the price be the same if we just pay down payment for the tables?
OC : No, early birds now is rm109 la. Later it goes up to 120rm!
Z : oh ok.
(JO, paid for her ticket d :p)

Exhibit C :

Z : So everyone, cough up 20rm each la so can pay downpayment!
A : *cough cough*(lame...!!!), cant la. It dont wana come out!!
J : Aih...at first said all wana pay today then?what la now?wana go or not?dont last min ffk!
D : ya la...after last min sure cancel out!
J : eh faster la, all come out 20rm la! then can pay d to book table!
Z : aih they dont want nvm, u and D pay plus JO cash and mine can cover!
(A,D,B left for class! )

J : why they making such big fuss? its no big deal! wana go pay ni la. yoh....
Z: ya la...duno la they all..mafan

Exhibit D :

(during lunch)
A and Z argued.
Apparently,she got ticked off because they made it such a big deal.
AZ haven't been talking.(not sure abt now though ...sigh)

Anyhow after that, met with classmate,

Rm : J, you booked table for us d?
J : no...its for me and Z and gang
Rm : oh why?not joining us?
J : JL was supposed to confirm back with me if D can be included but failed to do so. So i already got my stuff settled!

JL came...
JL : hi, yOu booked for us?
J : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
JL : why???tot u said wana sit wiht us?
J : you dint finalised with me so am i suppsoed to wait till something rots?
JL : *defending himself bla bla bla*

JL went to the counter then came back,
JL : hey J can you move to another table?
J : (in head : wtf? why must i?) WHY?
JL: your table in the middle of both our tables la. Our classmates wana sit together le.SIde by side!
J: thought the next table booked d.
JL: not yet! change la
J: *check the sitting* moved!

Ps : curious, if you wana sit side by side tables, my table is in the middle for the straight row, yes! But if you picked the table on my left, the next table can go behind wat?that is also SIDE BY SIDE! If not, if your table goes to the right, the next table can go to the right of your table wat? WHY CANT????WHY WHY WHY? WHY MUST I MOVE TO CATER FOR YOU?ARE YOU ROYALTY?I BOOKED FIRST LA!WHY SO SLOW?sucker!!!!.....

Anyhow, our table is more in the middle now. SO oh well. Wished you were less demanding. WAnt a table booked earlier. JUST BECAUSE YOU KNOW ME YOU ASK ME SWAP LA! If its other ppl how? sheeshh.....

hai...settling prom also problem...what the????

What a day!!!!....

Slept at 1-1.30am, gave up studying chemistry for unit 6 mocks at 8am.

Went for class, had the mocks. Forgotten all is there to remember about organic chemistry!

When i took the whole night studying that :( For question 2, only managed to do the reaction mechanism which is like 2-3marks of the entire question. Did bonding and structure( depend lots of memory :p) Not hoping to do well for that mock paper :(

Class ended,went to DSA. Supposed to hang with friend since its last day of college and asked friend since about 1-2 weeks ago. Friend agreed back then.

Suddenly, after friend's class, friend told me that friend wanted to go with another group of people and tried pushing me off to another group. WOnder why friend did even remember me and simply agreed?The least friend could do was to asked if friend's friend,me can tag along instead of leaving me behing in college or at least send me a msg after u know the plan la?ALL ALSO NEVER!GRRR....) Got mad(who wouldnt be?ffk like 1 mins before leaving time?) Okay la. Fine,cant argue because situation will get worst. But instead of pui-ing me to compensate the ffk while waiting for friend's friends. Friend end up playing monopoly.
ZY tried to get friend to pui me, but friend didn't bother. (HOw insensitive can a guy get?HEllo? I got feelings!) FInally after pinching to release anger(better than cursing out loud!) idiot finally move the ass and came pujuk me. AFter awhile told him in friend's face that friend is not reasonable for treating me that way regardless how close i am to friend. TOld friend that i felt so used and felt like trash for the tone friend used. I dont mind hanging out with friend's friends but the tone friend used was unreasonable. Friend was an ass. Friend yelled at my friend for helping us resolve that matter.

AFter our case is done, went to bangsar to watch friend's friend each lunch. Friend load free food from friend's friends while I watch them eat. Told friend i was hungry. But like friend would care? WEnt to bakerzin finally after friend realise I was still not fed. (2 hours!!!)

Went back to college. Instead of friend temaning me. Friend slept for about 30mins. Understandable la. Tired and stuff. But thing is, if you know you will be tired the next day, why stay up playing games so late at night? I mean HELLO, exams are like soon wei. Give up games for awhile or just minimize less la. Future more important! Don't get me wrong you ppl out there who love games so much. I got play dota once awhile la. I like it. Just that priorities must be set lo!

My ex was a super gamer and gosh i didnt mind. I understood he needed his space and let him play. So im not bias!!!

AFter that, took a bus to dj,took wrong bus. Sad sad incident. Met with friends,ate,drank coffee,chat..etc

Now home,resting,leg feels so painful. Wore heels and walked super far today under hot sun. Got like 5 plasters around my ankle!

Sorry for being emo...its just, i prefer it if you dont make promises you cant keep!

Another day down, another day to look forward to tomorrow :p

Today, the 9th of May, about 19 years ago, a child was born. He turns out to be a guy who somewhat have a little more feminine touch to his looks which makes him ''adorable'',''charming'' (cough cough!)


HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY DAN!!!(aka piggy boy!)

Don't be fooled by his smile and his innocent face!!!

Awww..so cute eh?*super poser la*

Can't believe childish boy is growing up!!! :p

Anyways, this dude here turns out to be one of my best guy buddy and probably my closest guy friend that i have and had :p We walked down memory lane together over the years since the first day we met. It's ironic actually because things just somehow click between us. Well the walk wasnt all that nice, there were ups and downs but thank God that we manage to pull through together. None of us really know what God has planned for us so guess the right thing to do is to wait for his time and trust in Him! I pray that God will never take our friendship away.( So far, He hasn't!) Regardless how much we argue and claim we never gonna talk to each other again, somehow things will just change and one of us will crack the ice first. It's been a blessing knowing you my dear buddy! Cherish and appreciate everything you done for me thus far! :p May God's will be done. Trust in him and continue to have faith. For when the world turn against you, only our almighty Father in heaven can grant us peace! He will be there to give you strength and comfort you in time of need!

Those were the days....memorable!

Friends are friends forever if the Lord is the Lord of them! :p

So Mr. Ong! Happy that this whole post is ALL ABOUT YOU!!!!???!!!
Hope you like the prezzie :p
All the best,take care!

Curious...

What's wrong with the world? Or rather what's wrong with the people in these world?Does the word LOVE actually means anything anymore? That's something I'm really curious to find out!

For example, when a guy tells a girl '' he loves her!'' and vice versa, does it actually mean anything? Is it really serious or something made out just to please the opposite gender?

What i dont understand nowadays is how can people recover so fast from a break-up? Fast as in less than a month kinda fast, more like 2 weeks kinda fast or worst...a week!!!
I mean, logically, if you loved the person so much, how can you just get over it and start hunting for the next ''victim''? Wouldn't that be in-human? Especially to your ex?

Why ar? Why? Why? why? Gosh i thank god that he has blessed me with a mind to think logically and therefore, i will never do such a thing to my ex or anyone for that matter. Its torture wei! If you can love your pets why cant you love your friends as well? I mean, your ex's are your friends right?That's how it all started right?

Oh well, for ****** i wish you all the best! I hope that there will be a stop to it! That they will be a predator consuming their prey so that LOVE can gain its true meaning once again! :p

Ps : yes yes, i know, in our world, things like these are common. Then again, this is my blog and i get to type wtv i want to type! It's my thoughts and opinions!

Time flies!

This week is the end of semester 3 of my A levels course. This also means it is the end of my whole pre -U course and that its going to be time to start a degree course! Nooooooooooooooo.....

As much as I despise A levels since sem 1,that don't mean that I didn't enjoy one bit of it. Fact is, I did! It's sad thinking that each and everyone of us will be going our own ways to pursue our degree and to live a successful life. May each and everyone of us still keep in contact ya?

Anyhow, exams are like in A WEEK time! NOOOOOOoooooooooo!!!!!!! It's time to load that fuel and study! SEriously study! Nobody wants to come back and retake papers in term 4.NO NO!

To all my dear friends who are doing their A levels, ALL THE BEST FOR THE UPCOMING EXAMS! JIA YOU!!! :p