Dead Blog!!! :(

Heys, how's everyone? Havent been updating much due to lack of inspiration and supposedly busy with studies for the upcoming finals...

From my last post, i was merely deciding if i should go for trials or not. Answer : I skipped all trials due to lack of confidence. Got sounded from my MAths lecturer and he willingly gave me the paper i missed and guess what? While flipping through...i realised i should have went, it was doable! Blargh.... Kena sound for nothing. Not only that, he sounded me in a very ' MOTIVATING' way! Saying that i shouldnt aim more than a pass!!!! Wth!!!! I told him i was stressed out and was merely in tears or at least my eyes was watery and thank God he noticed and said ' oh, are u afraid that you wont do well?' WEll... duh!!!! blargh.. Im gona proof you wrong! Going to make sure i get good grades! :)

Its now 8 days in counting! I feel so tired and probably look depressed to some people (LOOKED!)

I really thank God for always being there for me. Last week have been rough, got myself a little hurt and went on a 40hours no sleep period! (also made it to 48hours! XD - yes yes dan, i can imagine u nagging at me!) Through it all, GOd has been there, He gave me strength, faith and hope. From Matt 11 : 25 onwards '.... Come to me all those who are weary and heavy laden, I will give you rest...'

There's alot of encouraging verses and it would be a never ending post if i were to state all out :) And replying to dan's recent post(29/4/08) , yes it stings but as long as we believe and we know that He is true, no worries! :)

I shall go back to studying now.... Will load in pictures and outdated posts after may 16th! :)

All the best ppl( most ppl facing exam season now!)

JACQ IS WORRIED!!!!

Blargh... will i be able to finish on time? Shall i go for trials? How to finish everything? STats is stupid! Probability is so not my friend :( Blargh... Thinking of things i dont want to think ( ppl who are close to me will know what im talking about )

The more i dont want to think about 'it', the more 'it' comes right in front of me :(

In exactly a month's time.... my accounts paper will be in 2 days from this date... bah...

Hmm... 28 days counting to my finals :( STOP COMPLAINING DAN!ahaha!

Been lazy to blog... been trying to lay off the net and study...SO im like online every alternate day or when i feel like i cant take it anymore...

Exams period..quite depressing..bah.. Im really thankful for the bunch of friends i have!Their not perfect but their really caring, helpful and funny bunch to be with ( im the most hyper one lar..no one bit my xiaoness yet! hahaha)

Reading dan's blog made me realised how much he's grown over few months... its motivating just to know what he's been up(religious point of view). He's indeed still the person i look up on. His undying passion, his faith, his knowledge on the bible..etc... Someone im really thankful i've met..Really encouraging just to even talk crap to him...(yes sounds weird - you know lar!)

Update on me lately?
Books books books! STress!!!

Now, would like to dedicate this to Andrew Yap who's gone back to the LOrd on the 6th of April 2008. Though we may not be close friends...You will be dearly miss by everyone and will always be in our hearts. REst in peace my friend.
My condolences to his famly and friends.