October 13, 2007

....

Its 4.19am and i myself dont know why im making myself stay up?

K lar....i was catching up on my holiday self, catching up on movies that i've missed and got myself currently addicted to gossip girl,heroes,house and grey's anatomy!

WRong time to be addicted....uni started! Oh well,guess i gotta make use of this weekend, not to mention a test im having this friday :(

Sighs, some people know very well they aint gona be online,can still let me wait till die. One message wouldnt kill. Grrr! I will wait lar...but wait how long?Grrr! Forget it. Shall talk to you when i see you online. No more plannings when to meet you online. Wonder if your out partying till to drunk to reply? or something along that line...Hope not...but just a thought. Blargh! Wait like a lunatic ni...blargh!Wtv....Wasting time waiting!frustratred!blargh blargh....bla bla..

*ignore this post,im just ranting*

I like lar...my blog not yours! you have no say. Dont like, dont read. DOnt ask me to chill. I hate the word chill!

toodles!

October 11, 2007

Hmmm....

HMmmmmm......

How come i still feel the same feeling when im talking to that person?

I thought it was gone...but i still go by smiling to the monitor each time i talk...regardless funny or not, happy or sad...hmmmm.....

Confused! blargh!

Its not like i talk to the person at a constant basis. I think this is the first time after 1-2months?Hmmm...

Me just thinking alot i guess...hehe.

* Ignore this post! *





October 07, 2007

Weekend!!!! :)

Woke up still feeling sick :(

I seem to be dehydrating but i've been drinking alot of water!!!(for those who know me will sure think so!) Dehydrating makes me crap rocks. Because not enought water. argh!

So jacq is going through this phase now :
constipating = crapping rocks
crapping rocks = not enough water
not enough water = must drink more water and eat fruits to ease crapping
eat more fruits = crap more often = butt becomes painful
due to butt being painful, drinking more water = having problem pee-ing(too painful)
suffering = used of energy = jacq being weak :(

How lar to settle this? Either way also im going to suffer? Argh.....I need to be a monkey and start eating banana daily till i can stop crapping rocks!

Had my dear cute little nieces birthday today. Little kids absolutely love me!!!!hahaha. Everyone was so jealous that they rather me carry them then even their own mom. ahahah! (no i did not bribe them!)

Though i was in a lot of pain, had to run around helping cousins get their drinks(malas betul!) ahaha...Overall day was okay just really feel like rotting in bed lar...damn pain. CAnt sit straight,cant walk,cant even do anything without feeling the sore in my butt! argh!!!!Crapping rocks hurts!!!!!

Randomness post! I know...hehe

October 06, 2007

Platypus me!

Yes yes i know my title is pathetic! WEll, i cant come up with a better one already(ran outta ideas!)

After taking some medication last night to ease the swelling, i went straight to bed(was supposed to wait for my uk dears to come online but i was really too sick, since earlier that morning) That medication have some sleeping pill content in it :( I slept like a baby and before i know it, it was 11am the next morning. Aiseh, i had to forced myself out from bed to go for the uk edufair(me wanting to reconfirm my 2nd year entry thingy personally)

Went all the way to klcc and guess what? I felt so sad,frustrated, disappointed and stressed after i left that place. Sad,frustrated and disappointed because its either HELP conned us on the transfer partners(when i asked, they said no such thing!!!!wth?) or the babi ambassadors were seriously young. Its like they were uttering words from the propectus.I asked something not in there, all dont know, asked me to mail them bla bla. So annoying!

Worst off, NOT ALL THE UNIVERSITIES FROM UK WAS THERE!!!!! There was NO LSE,READING,LEICESTER,ESSEX AND EXETER! In short,those were the few that i really wanted to talk to. ARgh!!!!!! The happiest thing from the whole fair was from the university of surrey. They said that if i keep my grades, i will be able to go there next year! Ok..so now..the studying part is really up to me eh?

This leads to the part of why i feel really stressed after i left the fair.THe competition were really tight there. There were alot of certain races(sorry dont really want to be racist but its true) Its at times unfair how things fall so easy for them.Aih....Well let not all this affect me. I shall continue focusing on what i want!!!!!!


On the faith side of things,
- It could be a test of faith to see how faith as small as a mustard seed can move mountains or rather help me out(in short)
- Hardwork and guidance from the Above can help
- There shall always be hope. Never ever give up!
- Our results reflect God, So we should DO OUR BEST!

Key reminders im reminding myself constantly.

Ps : Im still sick. After taking med last night, swelling still there :(
Took another med, stil there. Gosh i look like a bloody platipus!!!!!argh! wana know how i look? Check this out!

Look at its mouth, that how bad my swelling is!:(

Cute-ness :p

Sad hor? Im not exaggerating. I can prove it but its seriously too disgusting to put on the web!:(

May i feel better tomorrow and stop crapping rocks too!Pain and sore bottom of mine!ahaha.ANd my pee is as yellow as chinese tea too seok!Goodness we need more ultrafiltration wei!We need a more water!ahaha. (my brain rot d...forgot which medulla or loop of henle length for which..ahaha confused d!blar!)

October 05, 2007

What a day! *phew*

Had extra econs class this morning at 8am. Goodness. SO early....haiz..but manage to understand what he was saying in lecture. Next went for math, still doing functions. Sadly, after the heavy load on econs, i forgot everything in math even the simplest limit function differentiation thingy. Had to start the warm up session by getting indirectly 'zha' by my math's lecturer(phd holder ma, lousy student = no face liao)

Took me about 45 minutes to remember what i forgot and to clarify what i was lost in( so full of crap man math especially if its maths for econs!) 2 minutes before the lecture ends, king kong came into the class trying to be our ' hero' (kononnya) ....explaining to my lecturer why he was late. I heard it was something like his car battery died or something than had to drive to sungai besi or some crap like that. Our logic was, if car breakdown, can still go college at 8am for economics(ok lar...he was in class for about 30 seconds telling our lecturer how busy he was?) Gosh some people really skip classes alot man. Our course so easy meh? I find it super hard lo....or maybe your smarter(though some people might not agree with me typing this)

Im really trying very hard not to ***** about this person you see. I've managed to control for the whole past week till this very particular morning where he budge into class late again. Its so so so distracting. CAnt talk later is it? NOt like can un-miss what you missed! Oh well, its your life. All i can say is, your priorities damn 'geng' man!*applause*

Moving on, i think im sick. Been really constipating. Im like crapping rocks or something. Im so dehydrated(i drink alot of water ok!) Maybe im lack of fiber???? HMMmmmmmm....dont know lar..just feels so uncomfortable right now. Feel like sleeping soon( i think i will)

I think this is all for this post. Will continue later at night. Need rest and medication to ease this pain :(
Toodles! :p

October 03, 2007

HEHEHE hohoho HAHAHA

Hihi, yes yes i know my title headings are all totally crap! (thats me! :p)

me : getting weird each day wei!*dies* *bang*
ahahaha!

Im not like extreme happy nor am i sad. Its kinda mixed? Or somewhere in the middle? :P
*note the fact that im blogging so often, so weird!especially when its crap*

WEnt early to college,studied accounts awhile then decided to do math! Everyone came ; k la i got bit distracted but finished two whole exercises! :p (those ppl who KNOW ME, i DONT PRACTISE MATH unless test is tomorow lar...ahahaa) Great achievement eh? WEnt for lecture, got more homework. Bummer!lolz.

Went to KFC again!OMG i think i will die early because of that place lar; seriously! I used to crave for chicken(all sorts and btw still kinda craving, ask dan!) We normally either go KFC or NAndo's or Mcd and i will eat the chicken. ahahaha. mad eh? I love the dominos chicken wings. Yummy! ANyway, back to the point, since the 2nd week of uni onwards on wed during break, we've been eating KFC!ish...getting sick of that place...however i still love nandos. ehehe(dan you know me right?ting and mic too..ahahaha) AFter that we were super late for stats(15mins late) and WE consist of 2/3 of the class. ahahaha! STar trek thought we were on strike again :( they call my lecturer star trek. ahaha. long story.lolz.

Oh talked to ms M(admin lady) I DONT HAVE TO DO LLS OR MC100 if im leaving /transferring to uk next year *prays hard,works hard* SO glad i didnt plan on doing it this semester, listening to dad at times is a good thing! :p

Oooh...vien, there was this 'CRAZY SALE' brands consisting of ZARA, MNG, Guess(technically those expensive branded brands) and it was only rm10 per item.

Trust me is no big deal. It was such a 'fantastic' sale that i wanted to 'buy' the whole shop. NOT!!!!!!!

Waste of time. Even pasar malam clothes look better. Even pirated version looks way way better. Only thing cool was the victoria secret undergarments. In my opinion, some of the undergarments are so so bare(though it was cloth,transparent pink for eg) Why bother wearing a bra if wana bare so much?WAsting money buying cloth ni. Tsk tsk! (me getting decent dan!thanks to your ahem post!)

Since yesterday, i've been suffering from unexplanable rashes. Yesterday was my thigh, this afternoon was at my neck, now is like arms and neck. Is it the weather?Hmmm...Oooh dan dan, i saw ivan! So funny lar...will tell you more when i get to talk to you(duwan the world to know some stuff, you know our usual cracking stuff) ehehe

Oh i just realised, dan and I take pleasure or say we having fun with the weirdest thing. For eg, him insulting me is fun? Me insulting him with *that special name,insert pls dan!ahaha* (but he made me promised not to bocor to the world,so promised kept,try rmbring!) Oh well...not only him lar...mic,ting and me also another weird bunch. We love talking in the car, flashing lights er...camwhoring!ahahaha. I love me!!!! ahaha.them too :P

ps: i will post up what you guys miss k ber ber???hohoho!

October 02, 2007

LOLOLO.....LALALA...ahahaha!

WARNING!!!!!

THIS IS AN EXTREMELY RANDOM POST!!!! NO SPECIFIC ORDER TO ANYTHING!ahahaha!

It was the start of a whole new week where almost all my ex collegemates left to UK/ IRELAND /SCOTTIE LAND to further their studies together with my very very close dude friend/SIFU.ahah!

Monday seem pretty fine. Had classes from 8-11am,STatistics. For the first time,me and my mental self decided to 'nerd' in the library till 5-5.30pm. Mom was really proud of me(well,who in the right mind would stay so long in college just to study?ahaha, ME!) Reasons : I wana give a shot to LSE. I dont care how hard people say it is to get in. I am not going to demotivate myself. Well, some people may think i might have super high expectations! Well, you dont just aim to pass do you?Same concept. (would really appreciate support instead of demotivation!)

Apart from that, due to the someone who i really dislike in class now, the buggerr thinks im really dumb you know? Wait wait, till i prove you wrong. ALready got support from ex collegemates!ahahaha. I know im not smart but im definitely not dumb!

Anyways, enough with the boring stuff. I went to scout for my future baby(coming in 2-3weeks time!yea yea.yay!) It started of sad. WAs supposed to purchase it from digital mall. It was going for 2640rm. But i cant pay first lar...dad not around. Nice guy said can. STupid guy said cant after mom tried negotiating for a cheaper price :( oh well. Mom said forget it because they seem like they were to insisting(stupid guy lar!) SO we left the shop, said sorry to the nice guy. Wah sei, directly after i kena bang bad from mom. SHe blamed me for everything(what the stupid guy did!) i smsed dad and cried. (so not my fault what) SO she decided to go pyramid. After walking for 1 hour or less. FOund the actual retailer. Got it for 2638rm. But going to pay 2988rm for 2gbram,pc-cilin,office,and all the free goodies!!! ehehe. Me kinda conned the man lar. He asked me what the other offers i getting for the same model. I bantai all the goodies(though they only wana give me 3 free goodies, i told this guy all!ahaha) sO happy...waiting for dad now. paid deposit d!!!! :)

CLass today was funny, Mr we dont like kena shot from accounting lecturer. WEll, no one asked you to skipped class. Is there anything more important than studies for now????Is UN that important for instance?Not my problem. Like seok once said ' so smart lar, dont go class then ask me for notes to copy!' Wah liao today super bitching session man. I was rather quiet today. Not so nice liao...trying to tone down...hehe.Oh that buggerr chargers extra for photocopy!!!!ahhhhhhhhhh...we got conned for 1 whole month :(

Oh crap, im rashing now at my legs..die so big and long some more..die die.. looks like got internal bleeding also. WOuld love to take a picture but its too disgusting!Now waiting for more uk friends to get online. ehehe.

Lolololo...im so so high and bored.ehehehehehehe.Im plain crazy i think. DOnt you think so?? and i think i've influenced my fellow girly classmates.ahahaha. They using my words against me ;( lol. SIFU i need more quotes!!!ahaha.

SO so dear uk friends, do you miss any type of food in particular????ahahaha.

Ps : forgot what i wana type d...ahahaha. bleks